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Sophia It’s been a week since Oliver has come to our pack, and everyone is in awe of him. The guys all flock over him, wanting to be him, and the women all want to be with him. The men I can forgive, but the women …I hate this feeling I can’t seem to control. I know that he is mine just as much as I am his but when the women turn their gazes towards him and bat their lashes at him, the green-eyed monster rises within and I just want to gouge their eyes out. We have become closer, to the point I am now struggling to go against our bond. The few times he has held me or kissed me has left me wanting more. And yet a part of me pulls back, hesitates … nervous of what the future holds and the knowledge that I will have to leave my family. My uncertainty, my fears are so strong that my dreams are mostly nightmares. I toss and turn each night, hoping that my golden honey wolf will release me from my nightmares. Oliver is just in a bedroom two doors down. That one night I fell asleep in
Oliver I haven’t spoken to my mate in the last few hours, and I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to hold off. I always said I would never be that person to hold the mate bond over someone's head, and I most certainly won’t for my mate. I understand that it’s only been a few days since we met, but this is common for wolves to move on quickly, and right now, I’d like to think we have a good solid relationship to build on. She avoided me completely at dinner, only to grab food and run back to her bedroom without saying so much as a hello. The fact that my room is two doors down and I am unable to see her drove both Ace and me insane. After finally checking my latest messages on all things Liverpool from Brent and the raging hormonal cousin, I asked Narissa if I could run patrol for her for a few hours. Feeling the need to let out Ace and feeling absolutely useless makes us both uneasy. Even for him being this quiet is unusual, Ace usually whines about wanting to be around So
Oliver It’s been 38 hours, 12 minutes and 35 seconds since I have seen my mate, and the toll it's taken on me has been harder than I expected. Ace keeps reminding me often how long we have been away from her, and it just fucking kills me inside each time he does. I had no choice but to leave. As Liverpool’s Alpha, I had to get back to my pack. And as much as I want to blame her, I did give her the choice of whether to stay or come with me. It has always been her choice, and she chose to stay. I am sick of feeling like I am not enough for her. Maybe it is the insecurities from her ex being around all the time and how friendly they still are. Or maybe it is just because we still barely know each other. I at least hoped that the time we spent together was enough for her. The kitchen was loud by the time I pulled myself out from the spare bedroom I’d been recently staying in. It might as well be mine now, considering I stay at Ashleigh’s more often than Zander would like. I got
Ashleigh Seeing Ollie break down like that only breaks my heart more. He’s always been the stronger one of the two of us, emotionally and physically. He was a complete mess when he arrived two days ago, making me worry for him even more. Zander doesn’t like the fact that I worry about him so much because ‘He’s a grown-ass man who can look after himself,’ but he’s my cousin and the closest thing I have to family right now. I’m probably the closest thing he has to one since everything at home has gone to shit. So, to see him like this the last few days … I knew he was holding something back, but I was not expecting it to be such a huge thing — a few huge things. No wonder he has been feeling how he is. I know the guys drank themselves stupid last night. Zander always gets a little too frisky when he comes to bed after drinks, which I don’t mind at all. I’m just thankful I can’t get any more pregnant than I already am. I throw on a change of clothes and pyjamas in the small overn
Ashleigh The packhouse door slams closed as the three of us pile out of the car. I look around curiously and see three wolves have followed us to the packhouse. I gulp a little, feeling completely out of my comfort zone, and move slightly closer to Danni and Eric. With my pregnancy, I cannot shift for a few more months until the pup is born. I’m usually not nervous about meeting new people, but Kia isn’t happy with me, so I don’t know how long that will last. Until then, I am on my own, so being between my Beta and Gamma is the safest place for me right now. “Why have uninvited people arrived unexpectedly at our front door in the last two weeks?” A stunning young woman huffs, folding her arms across her chest, looking at the three of us most unpleasantly. “I’m...” I start to say, but she holds out her hand, making me close my mouth quickly. “I know who you are.” She narrows her eyes at the three of us. “I know who all of you are, Luna Ashleigh Blackwood, Beta Daniel Richmond, and
Sophia My eyes snap open almost instantly as I plunge to my death in another terrifying dream. My body is tired and sore and is getting weaker every day. I knew the consequences of not going with Oliver when he left, but I didn’t think it would be this bad. I’m curled up in the room he stayed in and found an old shirt he left behind. I’ve been locked up in here since he left that day … regretting my decision every day. I tried to convince myself that it was for my sister, that she didn’t have much time left, but even she tried to convince me to go with him, reminding me of the importance of the mate bond, making me more confused than ever. Hating the situation even more, I drag myself out of bed, pulling on some leggings and an old jumper. Oliver's scent has left the room, causing me to spiral even more. I stay here for the comfort it brings me, but even so, that is barely doing anything lately. My achy body allows me to wander the dark hallways. I heard someone arrive this even
Sophia I am giddy with excitement when I drag my bag down the hallway. I don’t know precisely when Ashleigh would want to leave, so I assume mid-morning is usually the norm. I woke up at around 7 to pack everything I needed and will have Narissa ship everything across once I've settled in. A few hours later, everyone's bags are loaded into the car, and tummies are full of the drool-worthy breakfast feast Cee Cee and her team prepared this morning. Narissa pulls me into a tight hug as we say our goodbyes. I try not to cry, praying this won't be the last time I'll see her and memorise her scent and the comfort of home she instantly brings. I know I'll be able to FaceTime and call daily, but it's not the same. I finally let go of my sister and approached the waiting car. I was ready to see my mate, prepared to beg for forgiveness. The tension is thick between the four of us. Daniel sits in the driver's passenger seat next to Eric, his leg jiggling up and down. Eric snapped at him a f
Oliver The trees around us slowly come into focus as I slow down. Jace has been in control since Ashleigh left the territory yesterday. I've tried to get Zander back in control, but no amount of training or runs would settle him until his mate is home safe. His eyes haven't changed back to Zander since the phone call. I'm not even sure if Zander wants control. I could see his emotions running rampant when he found out where they were going. I was just so fucking lucky he didn't take my head off there and then. I understand the feeling completely. I've been drinking myself half to death nearly every night and only running on a few hours of sleep. At least he still has a bond with Ashleigh. I have nothing. The aching tug in my chest lightens with every step I take. Zander turns around suddenly and takes off in the other direction, back toward the pack house. "Want to follow?" I ask Ace, curious at the sudden change of course. "No, I need more," Ace mumbles, running faster along the