Chapter 86
Osiris’ pov
I couldn’t wait for our date. It had been months that Lily and I had the whole night to ourselves. Not that I was complaining “it kind of sounds like you are though” Santos said. “Well, I did really miss being able to be with Lily without worrying Asher could wake up at every moment or waiting until Lily finished nursing him.” I replied. It’s worth it though and Lily are going to be together forever, so what are a few months without much sleep or sex. “You still miss it,” Santos chimed in. I couldn’t help but laugh “yeah, I still miss it.” I didn’t have Lily to myself for that long, but if I had to share her with anyone it would be my baby boy.
Lily hadn’t told me where we were going, only that I should dress nicely. In her words “if I am finally going out after months I want to dress up for you.” I couldn’t wait to see her. My love was beautiful even with no sleep, pajama’s on and messy hair. But it was always special to see h
Sorry, weekend was really busy once again so no time to write. Hope you all had a fun weekend. There are some obstacles coming, but right now I wanted to give Lily and Osiris some time to enjoy themselves.
Lily’s pov Our date last week went great. I was so nervous to leave Asher, but once I knew he was safe and happy with Emma, I decided to focus my attention on my mate. We eventually managed to have sex in five different rooms, but my sexy lingerie only lasted two rooms. Being alone with Osiris was so great, but I also felt guilty for leaving Asher. Was this what it’s like to be a parent? You always feel guilty about something? This week however Osiris has been in a mood. It’s almost like he’s back to how we first met. He is avoiding me, barely talks to me and when he does it is in short sentences. It’s like his mind is somewhere else. I don’t know if I did anything wrong “even if you did do something. Osiris is an adult and he could just talk to you about it.” Arya said clearly annoyed by Osiris’ behavior. “Can’t you ask Santos what is going on?” I asked. “He says it’s personal. I am his mate. There is nothing personal anymore.” Arya said pissed off. “Just b
Osiris’ pov I had tried to avoid Lily as much as I could. I didn’t want to expose her to my mood. I thought I was doing a good job at hiding my feelings, but I was clearly mistaken. Every year I had this anger and guilt inside me when the anniversary of my parents’ death came closer. I thought having Lily would change things, I was dealing with my feelings. I wasn’t holding everything in, I had met my grandmother and uncle and I was happy. Why did this day still had such a hold on me? Lily’s touch made me stop thinking for a second. She was trying to relax me by kissing my neck, but it just made me want her. “You should really stop kissing me like that.” I said, not wanting to ruin the moment by getting turned on. Apparently Lily didn’t mind as she grinded against me, making me lose all self-control. We grinded against each other, until I couldn’t take it anymore. I picked Lily up and placed her on the table spreading her legs. Lily was wearing a long dress, I pulle
Lily’s pov I had no idea how much work planning a wedding was. From the moment Osiris had asked me to marry him I had thought about our wedding, but I just figured it would be a small ceremony and I would wear a cute dress. Like a bohemian forest wedding or something. Arya giggled at my thoughts “a bohemian forest wedding?” I replied “I don’t know. Werewolves usually don’t get married. All I know is from movies. I just want to promise myself to Osiris and then have a great party to celebrate his birthday.” I decided to talk to Mia, Jara and Emma about it. Maybe all the girls combined could come up with an actual plan. Asher was asleep so I mindlinked to meet me at the packhouse and I brought the baby monitor with me. “So you are going to wear white?” Jara asked. I didn’t really like the color white, but it was the thing people did at weddings right? “I guess?” I said, not really sure. Emma smirked “you know what we should do. We should ask mom to help. She i
Osiris’ pov Lily’s mom arrived yesterday and I spent most of the day in my office, hiding like a coward. They’re planning the wedding together and I should help, but I have no opinion on some of the choices they’re making. I don’t even know the difference between some of the colors they mentioned, I thought green was just green?! But no there is forest green, moss green, “just stop Osiris. I can’t hear about this anymore” Santos cried out. I guess he hated wedding planning even more than I did. All I knew is that I wanted Lily to be my wife, to have my last name so Asher and us all were a unity. I would have taken her last name if she rather chose that one, but I am happy she decided to go with mine. The thing I did get to choose for this wedding were my suit and the wedding bands. Lily seems to like my taste in jewelry, so she said I could chose them for the both of us. Today I am going to Mia’s store and then the human town close by to buy the rings and su
Lily’s pov My mother couldn’t stay long, although Charlotte was doing well, my mom still feared leaving her alone for too long. Apparently the first few weeks had been really rough, if it wasn’t for Amelia Charlotte might have hurt herself. I tried to apologize, but my mom stopped me “Lily I don’t blame you or Osiris. The only one to blame for this is Alpha Gabriel and Charlotte is slowly realizing this too.” She gave me a big hug “we are going to focus on you for these two days I am here and I only want to hear about the wedding and your future husband okay?” I smiled and hugged her tightly “thanks mom.” I really was grateful for my mom, but as soon as she pulled out a big binder and started asking me questions I started to regret inventing her. No way a wedding was this much work right? “We bought all the dresses yesterday, so today we are deciding the floral arrangement, the decorations for the party and the menu.” She paused, I thought she was done, but
Osiris’ pov Today is our wedding day, my twenty-fourth birthday and the sixth year of me being the Alpha of the Iron River pack. Most of those first five years of being an Alpha I was trying so hard to live up to my father, but now that I have Lily and Asher I feel like I’m really starting to be my own man. Do things the way that feels right to me and my Luna. I want every member of my pack to be happy, loved and respected. Today is a day for me and Lily, but also for the pack. That’s why I’ve asked the head omega to assign tasks for the party in shifts, so everyone can attend the party. I would hire outside workers, but honestly I don’t trust that many people right now. The wedding is up first. Katherine had this great idea to place a small tent nearby so we could get dressed there. I don’t mind walking through the forest in my suit, but Lily and the rest are wearing dresses. Although I heard Jara is wearing a suit, which doesn’t surprise me. As the gamma she always
Charlotte’s pov Rejecting Gabriel was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I often wondered what losing your mate would feel like, but I wasn’t prepared for this. The pain of rejecting Gabriel combined with the shame and anger I felt. I felt such shame for Gab's behavior, for my own reaction to Lily and for losing my title. I know it sounds vain, but I am the oldest of the Burton sisters. I was born to be someone’s Luna and when I met Gabriel everything was so romantic. We felt an instant connection and I went back with him to the Blood River pack with such high expectations. I thought I knew what being a Luna would be like, I always admired how my mother behaved. She was like a super mom. A mom to us and to the pack. Things were so different at the Blood River pack and I didn’t know my place here. When Gabriel was with me he was a different person, kind and loving. But with time I saw less of that man and more of Alpha Gabriel. I though things had changed when the ro
Osiris’ pov I carried Lily all the way to the party. I would have been fine just taking her back to our bedroom instead. She smelled so good and looked even better. Having her as my wife was even more special than I thought. It meant she didn’t just got picked by the Moon Goddess as my mate, but that she continued to chose me as her partner, as her husband. I knew how much Lily wanted this party though and it was partly for my birthday, so how could I say no. We entered the party and everyone applauded us. Katherine had done a wonderful job with Lily picking out everything for the party. I noticed Lily had decided to go with little food items with made me laugh “did you want to feel like you had big hands” I joked. Lily laughed “no not just big hands. Those tiny burgers make me feel like a giant.” She pouted “I am always the shortest. Even Eddie has outgrown me.” Eddie came to the party too, but didn’t want to sit with his parents. Instead he sat wit