CHAPTER 40: Emotions

ZEUS-

I wanted to feel superior as if I had her in my fist, I wanted to be evil and I blurted out without thinking about the consequences. It doesn’t matter to me, Arthur died and there’s no remorse on my face so, why would I feel guilty when I killed Steffi, she was a no one.

After facing the reality, I don’t even feel anything for my father, that bastard used me for his sake and I don’t owe him anything. He wanted me, just to take revenge he never needed a Zeus, he needed an immortal being that would dance on his fingers.

That’s how I’ve lived my life so far, burning with the feeling of revenge and gradually turned into a monster. But I don’t hate myself for the way I am, why would I? it’s not easy to turn your humanity off, I did it.

Though, there’s a void inside me, as if someone is disappointed in the way I’ve lived perhaps, my younger self. Children are innocent but I don’t even remember if I had that kind of innocence in me or not since, I killed my own mother. No matter how