Like a prayer

CHAPTER 57.

*Maddy’s Pov*

Allred, I need Leah and you to trust me. Until I know that I can trust my mate with my life, Jake needs to believe that I am still his or I risk bringing harm to myself and these boys that I am still carrying inside of me.

Jake has been with me since I was young and he has been my constant companion. The day I set eyes on Ryan, everything changed. Now all I can do is hope that my mate finds it in his heart to forgive me, like I have forgiven him.

Neither one of us can afford to trust or believe in Jake any longer. We need to keep our guard up. Unless we wish to bring harm to ourselves. He is bat shit crazy guys. I missed it all this time.

“You cannot blame yourself, Maddy, he had us all fooled.”

I am aware of that, but who hides a whole other relationship and a family with kids, Leah?

It’s like I was in love with a complete stranger. I mean, if he is capable of something that huge, then what else has he done that we are not aware of? Allred, what are your vie