Jarek Gianna gives me a helpless look while patting Diana's back as she clings to Gianna and cry. Smirking at her, I simply shrug while showing no signs of saving her from my aunt's hug. She narrows her eyes at me, but secretly loving the attention she is getting from everyone as there is a hint of smile on her lips. Since everyone found out she is up, everyone is fussing over her. At took a while for Karen to stop crying and now Diana is having difficult time controlling her emotions. Sometimes I wonder who is going to win the crying competition if these both participate because they both cry a lot... Like really a lot. "Taylor, why are you standing at the corner? You can come and sit here, I don't bite." Gianna pats the space beside her and laughs. Taylor doesn't smile or moves from his place. His grave expression never leaves his face as he continues to stare at the floor. He is feeling guilty and responsible for what has happened with Gianna. He thinks he has failed me and h
Gianna The presence of someone inside the room makes me alert. I don't hear any sound but still I can feel someone's eyes on me which send chills down my spine. A weird sensation washes over me, something which is entirely opposite to how I feel when Jarek is around. The darkness in the room obscure most of the room, but I stay still and pretend to be asleep not to make the intruder aware that I am up. I clearly remember Jarek left the room nearly two hours ago when the clubhouse begin to echo with howls and cries because the wolves were becoming restless. He told me since the full moon is tomorrow tonight he needs to be with the new shifted wolves as they would need his help to control their wolves. I sense someone walking around the room and my breath catches in my throat when I feel someone just standing near my head. Discreetly, slipping my hand under my pillow my fingers curl around the cold metal suddenly giving me the confidence which I need. The handgun which dad gave t
Jarek Leaving Gianna was not something I wanted to do, but I had to be there with these wolves to help them transition into this new phase as their family have trusted me with this responsbility. Most importantly their wolves need to feel the presence of their Alpha, which will give them a sense of security of being surrounded by their pack. As soon as the sounds of howling become louder I knew the new wolves have started feeling the effects of the tomorrow's full moon. Every full moon night is difficult, but there are some particular nights which are far more challenging than the rest. And since the last two full moon nights were somewhat less challenging, this one is going to be the difficult one. This happens every time, it is like the nature warns us before testing us. We have witnessed many full moons and this time even we are having trouble controlling our wolves, then it must be hundred times worse for this kids who are still adjusting to their wolves. However, since we alr
Gianna The warm rays of sun feel nice on my skin, as I continue to read the book while sitting on the front porch. Dad brought me here, so I that I don't get bored sitting alone in the room. I can say now I can completely understand why he was going crazy when he was on the bedrest. For the first time since the preparation of the full moon, today I felt that the enivornment of the clubhouse is relaxed. Tonight is the full moon but still there is certain calmness and peacefulness which was missing since days. This is all because of Jarek. Even after everything that has happened in these past few days, he still managed to bring back the peace which this place was missing. The trust everyone has in him gives him the strength to never give up. But I will not lie that I am not missing the usual chaotic club life, which I am gradually becoming used to. The roar of bikes, the boisterous atmosphere when anyone returns from the road, the wild parties... I miss all those. I know as soon as
Gianna Am I worthy to be Luna? This question is haunting me. Because I have seen the way people looks up to Jarek. The kind of love, respect, and trust they have for him, is something which is a huge responsibilty. I already knew that being an Alpha or leader comes with great responsiblity, but now I have truly understood the seriousness of this position. It is not something that can taken lightly, and this is making me question myself. I am worried if I am unable to fulfill this duty then what will happen? I don't want to disappoint anyone, because I want to prove myself to be worthy of them. There is so much I am not aware about the his kind, and I am afraid that I might not be good enough for them. Even though this club have both human and werewolves as their members, still Jarek is the Alpha of the werewolves and I fear that I will not be able to understand their problems because I am a human. Ugh... I hate this feeling. I am not used to feel this way, because all my life
Jarek I have always heard the moment when you mark your mate is extremely special, but none of those words can do justice to the feelings which I am living in this moment. It feels like I have found the missing part of my heart... my soul which was wandering for so long has finally found the peace. The mark which I always dreamt of seeing on Gianna is finally adorning her neck, and I can't be any more happier. I knew that she is my mate, but now the world will also know that she is mine. My mark on her neck is the symbol that I am the one to whom she belongs. At clubhouse we share everything with each other, our happiness, our sorrows, our victories, and our defeats, but at some point we all need that someone with whom we can share our vulnerablities and our fears. Someone who will love us for who we are, and someone with whom we can be ourselves without the fear of judgements. Sometimes, it feels unreal because now that someone whom I wished for has a name and a face, Gianna.
Gianna A different kind of pride swells my heart, as my eyes shift to the mark on my neck. For others, it may seem like a simple bite mark, but for me it is special. This mark connects me and Jarek, and it is a sign that I am his. I feel so different. A good different. I can feel the dynamics between us has shifted, and the level of connection between us has become deeper and stronger. There is something else which I noticed since he marked me, the pain in my leg has lessened. I am sure this has something to with the Jarek's mark, because there is no other explanation how I am able to place my foot down without much discomfort. I hop outside the bathroom, only to be picked up by my stubborn mate. He carried me to the bathroom and insisted on standing outside the door so he can help me if I need his help. I put my put down and clearly told him I wouldn't use the toilet when he is standing next to the door. He gave me a small lecture about how there is nothing wrong with using th
Jarek Gianna smiles at me, but the sadness swirls in her eyes. She doesn't want me to go, but she isn't stoping me because she knows even if I want I can't stay as my wolves need their Alpha to be with them. She is hiding her sadness, behind her smile. Silly girl thinks she can hide her true emotions from me. Honestly, I don't want to leave her, especially since it has not even been a day since I have marked her. It is difficult to be away from your mate once you have marked them, the pull of the matebond is really strong and we just want to be around our mates. Since we haven't completed the mating, it is even more difficult to be away from each other, as we both want that physical comfort which we can only find in each other's presence. "You don't want me to go?" Holding her face, I caress her cheek with my thumb. "But you have to go." Her lips tilt up in a half smile, as she lightly shrugs. Her eyes slightly widen in fascination when some begin shifting into their wolve