Salara’s POV“Will you stop walking for a damn minute and let me speak!” The angry tone of Derrick’s voice has me halting in my struggle to get away from him. In all of the times that I have spoken with him, I have never heard him this angry with me before. I watch silently as Derrick takes a few deep, calming breaths with his eyes closed before he opens and reveals his gorgeous green orbs and looks at me. “Why are you still resisting the mate bond?” The heartbreak in his voice was hard for me to handle. I nearly threw myself into his arms at the sound of it, but I held myself back and didn’t say a word. After some time had passed, Derrick let out an exhausted sigh, his head tilting to look up at the ceiling. “Goddess grant me strength.” The whispered words under his breath sends comfort through my body for an unknown reason. Who is this Goddess that he is talking about? And why does she bring me comfort?Derrick’s hand suddenly lashes out to grab hold of mine, pulling me from my th
Derrick’s POVWatching as the tears flow down Salara’s face while she denies having any feelings for me was my breaking point. Something is going on with her and I will not rest until I get to the bottom of it. I know she has feelings for me. I can feel it every time that we touch. So why is she standing before me telling me that she feels nothing?Hunter surges forward in my mind, taking control of my body for long enough to roar out at her. “You are my mate Salara.” My words echo throughout the packhouse, letting everyone who didn’t already know about our relationship in on the secret that Salara is my mate. I grab hold of Hunter tightly and lock him away in a dark corner of my mind, cursing him for being so foolish. Silence reigns around us. Everyone who has come to see the show has been stunned speechless from my loud declaration. My mind was busy working through how I can salvage this situation when Salara’s meek voice breaks through my thoughts. “No, I am not.” My hands drop a
Derrick’s POVOne week.Seven days.One hundred and sixty eight long hours filled with six hundred four thousand, eight hundred seconds of loneliness since the last time I have encountered my mate. Though those numbers could go in either direction depending on just how many hours have actually passed since the last time that we spoke, but that is besides the point…the point is that I miss her terribly. Hunter has decided to not speak to me at all since I allowed our mate to cry herself to sleep on her hospital room floor, and the silence from him has only increased the loneliness that has been clawing at me with every second that passes. I have done my best to give Salara the space that she has demanded from me, even if the distance is slowly tearing at my soul, causing me to weaken. If I don’t claim Salara or at the least reject her soon then I risk weakening my pack immeasurably. A warning growl reverberates through my mind. The only indication I get this past week that Hunter is
Derrick’s POV“I don’t want to live without you any longer.” Salara’s whispered words stop me in my tracks. My heart begins to beat furiously in my chest as my brain attempts to grasp hold of whether those words were truly spoken or not. A look of embarrassment passes over Salara’s face as she turns her head away from me with the cutest blush I have ever seen on her lovely face. Time passes between us slowly, the both of us stuck in a paralyzed state as we try to digest the sudden change in our relationship. Hunter muscles his way through the barrier that I had put up against him, his anxious energy taking hold of me as he waits with bated breath for our mate to say more. Salara shuffles her weight from foot to foot, snapping me from the dazed trance that had taken over me. I go to open my mouth to respond to her words, but before I am able to say anything, she has already excused herself from my presence, her whispered words of beratement filling my ears as she escapes down the ha
Salara’s POVHenry and Derrick both stand on opposite sides of me glaring at each other as we wait for the doctor to return to do the ultrasound. I don’t know what came over me when I agreed to allow Derrick to tag along to my doctor’s visit, but at the time I didn’t think it was such a bad idea. All I knew was that I didn’t want to be apart from him.Those thoughts and feelings are what has led me to suffer through the most awkward doctor’s visit I have ever attended. Between the constant glares and periodic growls that erupted from both of them, it has been very difficult to concentrate on the things that Dr. Boyd has been telling me about mine and my baby's health. Usually the constant silence that appears whenever we are all together makes me feel nervous, but this time I am thankful for the quiet so I can focus on the words that I have said to Derrick. I don’t know what came over me when I revealed to him how I have been feeling inside, but it was like something was pushing me t
Salara’s POVHenry’s invitation to lunch caught me by surprise and I find myself pausing in my footsteps towards the door. Henry and I haven’t spent much time together since our meeting in the kitchen a week ago. Training has kept him busy this past week and I have been busy recovering from my attack from two weeks ago. My eyes drift over to where Derrick stands to my left without thought, my mind wanting to gauge Derrick’s reaction to Henry’s invitation. From the tension I can see barely hidden around his mouth, I can tell that either Derrick or Hunter is not happy about the lunch invitation and a part of me wants to turn Henry down because of it, but I know I can’t avoid Henry forever. Releasing a steadying breath of air, I return my attention to where Henry stands expressionless to my right, his focus completely on me. My eyes widen in surprise when I notice that his usual bright blue eyes appear to be a darker, almost black color as he watches me intently before they flash back
Derrick’s POVI tried really hard to concentrate on the meeting with the pack Elders this morning, but my thoughts keep going back to Salara and the kiss that we shared in the hallway. The feelings revealed in that single kiss was unlike anything I have ever felt before. If I was unsure about her feelings before this morning, they are in clear focus now. ‘If only that annoying human hadn’t wandered onto our floor.’ Hunter grumbles in my head, his dislike for Henry coming through loud and clear with his words. ‘I still think we should have killed the useless husband while we still had the chance.’ Hunter’s pouting causes a chuckle to tumble out from my lips before I can prevent it from escaping. My eyes quickly snap in the direction of my four Elders, a sheepish look taking over my face. Charles casts me a knowing look, his eyebrows wiggling suggestively as he guessed just where my thoughts had wandered off too. Elder Winifred gives me a disapproving look when I glance in her direct
Derrick’s POV ‘What has that useless husband of hers done to her now?’ Hunter’s anger burns through me as I make my way through the pack house towards the kitchen. ‘Now can we kill him?’ It is hard to hold back Hunter’s murderous rage when I myself am close to losing control of my senses. “She ran off into the woods just behind the dog houses.” Charles runs close behind me, his connection still open with the border patrol that notified him of Salara’s disappearance. What the hell was Salara doing near the stretch of dog houses? The last time that I saw her she was heading off towards town with Henry, and that was only around an hour ago. What in the world could have happened in such a short time that would cause her to run away. ‘Why didn’t your useless border patrol stop her from running off into the woods?’ Hunter grumbles in my head, his anger rising inside of me. I can feel the ripples begin just below the surface of my skin as he claws to be released. ‘Wait until we get o