Once a day the alpha allows me to go down to the kitchen so I can eat. Most days he keeps me locked up in his room while having his way with me, along with other women, or having me suffer in pain while I am forced to watch. On the times I do go down to the kitchen he has a guard always following and watching after me. I am just glad despite the pain he puts me through he has never hit me. Unlike the others in the pack. On my way to the kitchen, I see a group of girls standing around chatting.
“Slut,” I hear someone say as I walk past.
“Yeah, she is always in the room with the Alpha. No telling what they are doing in there.” Another says in a sassy tone.
“Omg, You can even hear her screaming. He must be that big and that good.”
“I wouldn’t mind getting a piece of him if he really is. He is so handsome and strong.” Then they laughed as I walked by.
If only they knew my screams are screams of pain and not pleasure. I feel tears filling my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. Once inside the kitchen my friend Mandy runs and gives me a hug and whispers. “I have something important to tell you.”
Then she steps back and glances at my bodyguard and I nod in understanding.
As I ate the meal, she prepared for me she sat next to me on the stool at the island with her back to the guard blocking his view of me.
“Do not respond but look casual for what I have to tell you, ok?” She whispers as low as she can. I nod my agreement curious as to what she has to say to me. Good thing the guard is far enough next to the door that even with his wolf hearing he would not be able to hear her words.
“Someone has been searching for you.” She begins and my eyes widen before I settle my expression.
“There was a neighboring beta from another pack asking around about you and left several cards with his number on them. I snuck one of the cards.” She paused asking out loud, “How is the food? I tried a different recipe."
“It is very good. Thank you, Mandy.” I slowed my eating so she could finish telling me what this is all about.
“I called the number, and the beta handed his phone to the man that ordered the search. He is an alpha of another pack. But I don’t know which pack.” She continues to whisper. “He claims he is your second chance mate. I told him everything that is happening to you here. I believe he is going to plan a rescue.”
I choked on my food as she told me this. “Oh my gosh, are you ok? Here drink this water.” She hands me a glass of water and I drink it.
Is it possible that even before one is rejected the Moon Goddess could bring a second chance mate? Does this mean all this pain and suffering will finally come to an end? I take Mandy’s hand and squeezed it and mouth ‘Thank you,’
I finally have something to hope for. I just have to stay strong a little while longer.
I am glad that Jacob never intends to mark me. He has never even told anyone he was mated. I just cannot believe how many women in this pact are whores, and don’t even care that while he is having sex with them, I am in the room suffering in pain.
Could be the thrill of being with an alpha that they enjoy. Sometimes he brings in multiple women and has orgies with them all. With lots of drinking and sex. So far, he has not included me in those. Only the pain is still there.
I have been trying to stay strong with the hope I now carry in my heart, but the pain all the time is beginning to weaken not only me but my wolf Sadie. I hate that he is making my wolf suffer like this. I can’t help but wonder how his wolf Rayon feels about what Jacob is doing. After all, he claims my presence calms his wolf. But his wolf must know what the pain is doing to Sadie. After all, they are mates too.
It was after one of these orgies that I am on the rug next to the fireplace breathing heavily with tear stains on my flushed cheeks that I speak to Sadie.
‘Just hold on Sadie. Our new mate will come and rescue us. Soon the suffering will stop.’
‘I hope you are right.’ She says weakly. ‘I hope you are right.’
‘Hope is all we have, girl. I hope he is right about being our second chance mate. I don’t want to believe that the moon goddess could be this cruel.’
‘She isn’t. I should know. I commune with her on the full moon nights. There has to be a reason only known to her what we are going through this.’
‘I wish I knew what it was?’ I say closing my eyes.
‘Me too.’ Sadie says in a whisper.
I had my beta forward me the pics of my mate and the phone number of her friend. I am sitting at my desk, staring at her beauty on my phone. With what her friend told me the mate she is mated to continues having sexual relations with others while my mate suffers in pain. I have to come up with a plan to save her from that suffering. Only the tricky thing is how can I without starting a war between packs? Our parents had placed a long-term treaty with the Sacred Moon and Blood River packs. I cannot break that treaty.“Oh, Moon Goddess. I could use some divine help here.” I close my eyes and say a prayer.
The moment I saw alpha Chase my heart skipped a beat. He was far more handsome then I ever thought Jacob was. With his dark brown hair and light blue eyes and he had a five o’clock stubble on his handsome face making him look sexy. What impressed me most was the kindness in his eyes and that way he spoke. His voice was like pure honey for my wounded soul. I was sad I couldn’t chat longer with him as Jacob only gave me ten minutes to spend with Mandy. Good thing Steven, Mandy’s mate was keeping a watch out as Jacob was coming down the hall to fetch me and I had to quickly get off the phone. ‘Sadie, what do you think?’ I asked wanting to know if sh
It has been a couple of days and I have been reading the treaty thoroughly in hopes to find something that would help. I have seemed to have read a few discrepancies that I thought I should make it a point to go see Alpha Jacob personally to talk about it. It is also a way so I can visit in hopes to see Amethyst. Kyle my beta made all the arrangements and set it up so I will stay at the packhouse for at least a week. This way I hope to get a feel of what is happening to my mate. He told Samuel the beta of the blood river pact that I want to observe how they train to get new ideas for training. They were all for it and no one suspected a thing. I t
Oh, my Goddess, he is here and so handsome and tall. Taller than Alpha Jacobs and when he held me…There were sparks everywhere on my body. It felt like home. He is so different from Jacob. After leaving his room I go back downstairs as instructed. Jacob had Chase’s warriors settled in a bunk room for visiting warriors with their alpha’s. I am now instructed to help see to the lunch, so I walk into the kitchen where Mandy is working on the meal. I walk over to her and whisper, “He is here.” in her ear. She gasps and turns to look at me, “Tell me about him?” She whispers back. “Oh, my goddess, he is so dreamy and sexy and tall.” As I go on, she smiles at me, and I turn beet red. Then I giggle, “He hugged me and there were the mating sparks. He is my second chance mate. Sadie has been excited since he showed up and his smell…seawater and chocolate, so divine.” I say dreamily. “Well remember no matter how excited you are there is still Alpha Jacob
I looked up seeing her scream into a pillow and smiled. Oh, but I was not finished with her. I stay between her legs but get up to kiss those beautiful plump lips of hers allowing her to taste herself. She moans as I kiss her chin then on down to her marking spot where I kissed and nibbled, “One day I will place my mark on you.” I say against her skin.“Oh, how I desire that.” She says as she grinds her body against mine. “Please, Chase. Take me now.” As she groans in pleasure.
After breakfast, I set out to do my chores but first, I wanted to change out of the dress and into pants. I went to Jacob’s room where my clothes are now and changed into jeans and a tee then went back down to help clean the kitchen. With the passion on my mind with Chase. I wasn’t looking at where I was going and bumped into Someone who used to be my friend before my parents died.“Watch where you are going, slut.” Chel
I am fuming as I watch my poor mate sleep after a night of tortured pain. If this is what she goes through all time it makes me angry. I have to help her break that first bond. I know males are able to reject a female, but I am not sure if it can go both ways? I have never heard of it being done. And if it can that could be how to break it of course he would have to accept it and I highly doubt he would. And I can’t challenge him for the title of alpha to his pack unless he wasn’t doing his job properly and so far, he seems to be doing his job except for what he is doing to my mate.
As soon as I followed Jacob into his office he sat down behind his desk as I stood in front. He didn’t offer me a seat, go figure. But I never expected to hear the words coming from his mouth."I just made a deal with Alpha Chase.”“Excuse me?” I asked afraid to hope.He nods, “Yeah, seems you have impresse