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73. Repentance for Mistakes
"Is this one of your ways to hurt me and Zoya at the same time? Why are you playing with a kid's heart?" I'm getting restless now.
He groans, "You're thinking wrong, Sanaya. Zoya is going to get her long lost Mom and trust me she's very happy about it."
"Stop it, Ashar. I'm still unable to understand what's going on in your head and why are you here bothering me after so many years."
"If you let me explain I can tell you why I took three years to come for you." He whispers solemnly.
Come for me?Did he hit his head somewhere or what? Back then he didn't bear to have few minutes with me now he's acting all sugary. It's hard to swallow.
"It doesn't matter what were your reasons. Can't you see? I've moved on. I'm not interested in knowing your stories." I snap.
I'm overwhelmed right now due to countless questions and confusions and those hints in his words. Those hints that say...that say..
No, let's not go there. I'm not going to t
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