DEE'S POV While I watched Amara as she slept peacefully on the bed with her nose flared up like she was ready for war, I pictured her pregnancy growing and her giving birth to child that resembled Luciano. Damn! That baby is growing up to look like me. The imagination got me enraged because I felt abandoned. That was how I felt my whole life, I wasn't even accepted by my own family. My father sent me abroad because he loathed me and told me that I disgusted him. Severally, I had tried to find out why they hated me so much, but I was never given a good reason; instead, they shunned me and made me a laughing stock. I thought that they would have amended their ways as they got older, but they became worse and that pushed me to kidnap my dad. At least he was close to me and could listen to me anytime I felt like talking to him. I went to the wine stellar and took a bottle of vodka, I wanted something that could intoxicate me so I also added a bottle of
DEE'S POV I explained further in the video that I had battled cancer, the one that made them freeze the workings of my system and I also had kidney failure. The reason I dyed my hair blonde was because I didn't want to feel left out. I had a kidney donated by a poor man who was in need of money. He didn't have the money to get his family and kids what they want and needed. That was how a good father was supposed to behave! We helped each other! I did made sure to help him more. Helping people was one of the things I did while I was in the US but, now I was filled with contempt for people and just wanted to end it all as reality was beginning to set in. I discovered that not everyone cared about me but what I could do and they were always the first to make mockery of me. "I hate the Alonso family because we do not act as one family and it's sad to find out that even age cannot correct this mistake that began from childhood. The reason I became gay is n
AMARA'S POV After going another round with Dee, I became shameless. Nothing disgusted me about him as I kept thinking of how to take revenge on the brothers. They had caused me pain in similar ways. Both of them turned me to their sex slave, and I even had to get pregnant for one of them. I used to value my body but now, I saw it as filth. No matter what, I had to avenge my parents death that was why I allowed them to do whatever they wanted to do with me. For the first time after having sex with him, he left the door ajar. I watched him snore lightly then crawled out from the bed quietly so that he wouldn't wake up because he was a light sleeper. A plan formed in my head as I walked out of the room stark naked, without thinking about my clothes and went down the hallway. The guards and maid stared at me like I was insane but I didn't care. If they were in my shoes they would have done worse. "Ma'am you need to put on your clothes, what you a
Amara's POV I felt like a cheap wore in the dress that Dee selected for me. Though Mariam tried her best in making me look good, I still felt disgusted. I tried to act numb, ignoring Dee's sly remarks but it wasn't working. All I wanted was to shove a knife that I had sharpened to my satisfaction into his neck. I imagined how horrified and scared he would look knowing that death was ready to receive him. He had informed me that it was going to be a nice party but I wasn't convinced. As far as it had to do with him in the mafia, all parties were the same. Only the arrangement and dresscode differed.I was still surprised that he was comfortable in taking me out of the house. It was for my own good as I was almost going insane living with him. His presence made the air in the house polluted but I wished I could die from it. The thoughts of running away gnawed in my heart as I stared at the trees and buildings that we passed by. I wondered how it would feel to open the door and jump
Amara's POV I watched Dee walk toward me linking his hand with Arianna's in a smirk. I scoffed at them and looked around so I would be distracted. When he got to where I stood, he unlinked his hand from hers and fanned my neck with his breath. I sucked in air, disgusted by his presence around me. "I'm so happy to be around you," He whispered. "Well I don't think you would expect me to return the feeling," I replied. "This choker makes me uncomfortable, take it off," I complained and tugged at it. "I don't trust you to behave without the choker on you. You almost escaped if not for the shock that jolted you," He snarled and I fumed. "Great, he really saw me." I thought silently. "Want to say something princess?" He protested but I shook my head. Arianna scanned my face which irritated me then tried to touch my face but I dodged as if she had hot coals in her hands. She withdrew her hands when she noticed my reaction and smiled defeatedly. "I haven't seen this tattoo on y
Luciano's POV Sadness filled my heart as I watched the video Dee had sent to me that morning. He looked so vulnerable while he explained everything that he went through and I almost forgot that we were enemies. I tried not to blame our father for his suffering but it wasn't possible as he was the main reason why Dee was always miserable. The fact that he had a disease that restricted him from having a child was painful and I imagined being in his shoes. It would hurt a lot if I wasn't capable of having children, sons that would take over my business. It was the pride of every capo that his son succeeds him after death. When I discovered that Amara was carrying my seed, it gave me great joy to know that I would have a child from my loins. Apart from being miserable, he didn't wield as much power as I did. He was like my shadow so he had to struggle twice than I did to get whatever he wanted. I paused the video and wondered how I would feel if I had to force people to obey me.
Luciano's POV I wondered why it was hard for me to get Amara. Each time I closed in on her, Dee succeeded in keeping her away from me. It was like a game, when I'm about to win the rule of the game would be changed. I asked Raul to keep tracking Dee while I thought of other ways to get her. Then, I remembered that Luca was still in the dungeon. He served Dee while he was with me so there was a possibility of him knowing Dee's whereabouts.The thoughts of Dee hurting Amara made me restless as I walked to the dungeon. If only I could have her in my arms, then things would be better. The guard standing at the entrance bowed while I patted his back in acknowledgement and waited for him to open the door that were made of iron bars. Luca sprawled on the rough ground with his eyes shut. He was drained of any energy he had but I feel pity for him. He deserved whatever he got after betraying me. "Luca," I called coldly as I watched him stir. "Boss, you are here," He replied hopefully and
Luciano's POV I glared at her, giving her my most murderous look. She looked away to avoid returning my glare. Then I masked my anger and put on an expressionless look. It wasn't her fault that Amara was in such mess though they didn't like each other. I was trying to protect her from Massimo and people who wanted her for the wrong reason.I felt unsafe around her because she had hidden a lot of things from me. I admit that I told her that I didn't blame her for keeping such secrets from me, I still doubted her motive for not tell me. Hell! I could be in danger and she wouldn't say anything because she was scared. That was why women weren't allowed to be a part of our business, because most of them were weak. Apart from the likes of Arianna who knew her way around the business, I couldn't think of any other woman who could hold her own. "Are you angry at me?" She asked fearfully and I shrugged. "I'm not angry at you. Since Massimo hasn't come to take you, then I would send you t