With his hands still pierced and immobile, I got a stool and perched on it so I could look down into my great uncle's face. The last few months had been hard on him. Harder than I thought, judging by the appearance of new lines and broken blood vessels around his nose. "What brings you by, Uncle?" I asked softly. He glared at me. "You should have come home a long time ago, Shadow. You know what you make me do when you disobey direct commands."I smiled. "Yes. I do know. But I think my letter to you should have been quite self-explanatory. I made my plans and my desires no secret."I felt Massi stiffen next to me. Going over everything in my head, I realized I probably hadn't told him about the note I'd left this human stain. As soon as Hugo was dead, I would tell Massi all about it. Hugo sneered. "You've left notes before. How was I to know this one was the time you actually meant to leave?""Probably because it was accompanied by the head of your security lead as the pa
I wasn't really surprised when Rafe stuck his head around the corner. How he always managed to show up at the end of things was either an incredible talent or just sucky timing. Either way, he was here. I tapped my nose to Eden's. Pulled back so I could sign to her. Asked her to interpret for me. She nodded. "Rafe, Massi has something he wants to say to you."Rafe stopped in his tracks, wiped all emotion from his face. He nodded. Eden looked back at me. Her eyebrows up in expectation. "Kitchen, clean it."Eden's lips twitched as she repeated my words. The trill of suppressed laughter was a balm to my aching soul. She was the best woman in the world. And she was all mine. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Rafe's hands twitch before he clenched them into fists. Behind him, the room filled with the rest of our family. Probably coming to see what all the fuss was about. As Jessa came in behind Rafe, Carys no longer in her arms, I saw the tears on her face. "I'm so so
I pulled the knife from Rafe's chest. Stuffed a wad of towels into his wound. Slapped his face. Maybe a little harder than I should have, but he'd just made me kill him in front of his loved ones. "Wake up, you little shit. I know you're not dead." Yet. His eyelids twitched before he opened his eyes fully. "Wh-wha-"I shoved a clean towel into his mouth. "I just killed you. In front of your family. For them. Not for you. But I now own your ass. Your life is mine to do with as I please. And despite your death wish, now isn't your time to die."He worked up a weak glare. I smiled down at him. "You're going to leave. Go get yourself fixed up. I'll send you a text message. Meet me at the address I list. If you miss the appointment, I'll tear your life into so many pieces you'll never put it back together. And if you think to disobey me so I'll kill you, I'll make sure you stay alive forever. You don't get to waltz around here like the spoiled little brat you are anymore. You don'
Stunned silence was thick enough I could hardly breathe. It felt like a herd of buffalo were sitting on my chest, squeezing my heart and lungs into stillness. Under the heavy weight, I could feel the barest sigh of relief. It was peppered through the room, coming from different people. But it was there. And it was slowly growing. Willow came over, wrapped me in her arms. "I'm so sorry, babe."I cuddled her back. For every tear that fell on my shoulder, I put another tally mark in the sins list of Rafe's life. He had a lot to answer for. The least of which was hurting these people. Soon, the entire Amatucci family surrounded me. There was no ill will. No recriminations. My kill had been clean in their eyes. They grieved for the man they loved as their son. The man he should have been. The man he could have been. Momma cleared her throat from the back of the pack. "From all accounts, Rafe had raised a gun against his sister, Eden." Her voice cracked. She shook her head as b
A week laterWe all stood around in mission ops. Waited for Papa to finish the eulogy for Rafe. A conflicting mass of feelings swamped me, just as they had over the past seven days. I felt like I was still trying to just tread water, to keep my head above the surface of everything. Eden and Amara were the only bright points in my life at the moment. Every single moment I was awake, I was with them. Holding them. Loving them. Cherishing them. They would know, beyond any shadow of doubt, that they were loved. Amara squirmed in Eden's arms. Gave a pouty sigh. "Fi'shed?" She looked up at me with hope in her eyes. She made the sign in the air as she asked.Eden kissed her nose. "Almost, Monkey. Almost."Amara nodded. Stuffing her fingers in Eden's hair, she twirled them around a long lock of pure black. Laying her head on Eden's shoulder, she closed her eyes. "And so we gather here today to pray for the peace and mercy of our Heavenly Father. Please accept Rafe into your grac
Shoving my phone back into my bra, I walked back into the ballroom. Apparently the kitchen staff had been prepared for Nik's rushed nuptials. The room was decked out and was almost dreamy. Massi walked up to me, Amara in his arms. "Feel better?" he asked softly. His voice was back after an entire week of resting it. I nodded. "Much." He held out his hand, pulled me into his arms with him and Amara. He tapped Amara's nose, tilted his head at me. Amara's shoulder drifted up to her ears. A huge smile on her face. "Wiet!" she yelled in the mostly calm room. "Daddy has westions!"Massi chuckled. He dropped to one knee, Amara perched on it. They both looked up at me. Massi tapped Amara's shoulder. "Mama, will you marry us?" she asked. Massi looked up at me, his heart in his eyes. Tears flooded my eyes as I nodded. "Of course, Monkey." I leaned down, gave her kisses. Then I switched my kisses to her daddy. Sandwiched between us, she giggled and slapped at our faces. "Ki
Six months laterI stood in the dark. Alone. Just like I preferred it. Not even the moon was out tonight to betray me. I watched them going about their lives. Saw that the agony and grief hadn't lasted long. Oh well. Nothing lasted long in this life. Sweden was beautiful this time of year. But the hard push of winter was making her appearance. But just like everything else, it would sweep in and demand her notice. Then fade off into the creeping clutches of Spring.Nothing lasted. A noise beside me had me sinking back into the shadows. I knew it couldn't be a security guard. I wasn't stupid enough to have been seen or even noticed. And those lardbutts couldn't be bothered to search the roof when it was accessible by stairs only.From the darkness, I watched as a man crouched near the ledge of the roof. Rolled my eyes at his attempts to be sneaky. What the hell was this world coming to? Did the idiot just decide to wake up this morning and say, "You know what? Be
I hunched over as I ran across the roof. Black and empty threats trailed through my mind, one after the other. Little Mouse was going to catch it. And I would be the one to throw it at her. Her soft laugh drifted through my head. Even my brain called me a liar with the disbelief that tinged her mental chuckle. I knew I would never hurt her. Not really. Not after everything she'd done for me. But damn, did I want to. Even just a little. Before I could process the reality that I wasn't alone, I fell to the roof's floor. Pain saturated every part of my consciousness. I soaked it up like plants in a drought. It was beautiful. Sweet. Sharp. I blinked as I was rolled over. Looking up into the dark face above me, I realized I'd had no idea what beauty truly was. "Listen up, you dumb shit. They're mine. Step on my toes again, I'll beat you to death."My dick twitched. She snickered as her gaze darted down the length of my body. "Fine, then I'll stuff you in a padded room."