Chapter thirty eight ( No I don't love you )

Aqua Louis Pov

I ran out with eyes full of tears, he's really hurt me. How could he? How could he lay his claims on me yet wanted nothing with me? Am I only for pleasure? A thing to satisfy his sexual urges, he's angry I didn't moan out his name yet he's want nothing to do with me.

This has to stop, I need to do something. I can't keep on letting him hurt my feelings. I wanted to go to my room, but then it's going to be so suffocating staying in my room. I need fresh air. I need to breathe. I'm so tired of living I feel so helpless and frustrated, I held onto the railings for support as I now stood outside the balcony. I feel so alone, why can't I be loved? Am I that bad….?

I feel so tired, I might break down any minute or moment from now, life feels so