—JENNIFER—When I opened my eyes this time, I was less drowsy and a bit more concentrated unlike the last time. The headache was still the same though, but thankfully, this time there was no man sitting beside me, holding my hand and calling me princess. Wait? Was that actually real?Ah,no. Jennifer. You gotta step out of your books girl. I blinked my eyes a few times to push away the flashes of that man that I was now sure as hell was fictional. I laughed at myself. Even in this situation, I can't stop being dramatic. “ Hello Jennifer; You seem happy. Mind sharing?” I heard a feminine voice from beside me and turned my face to look at her. It was a female doctor, smiling down at me.Last time there was a male doctor. Hah! Clearly it was a hallucination because of the injuries on my head. “ I was just hallucinating.” I replied. My voice was still weak. “ What exactly?” The doctor placed her elbows on her knees and placed her chin on her joined hands. “ That I had a husband. T
—CHRISTIAN—“ But?” I asked as a cue when she took a pause. “ But, it wouldn't be a very severe shock for her to take.” The doctor said, making me stare at her in confusion. “ What does that mean, Doctor?” I asked. “ Let me explain. When the brain gets damaged, It gets sensitive to a few things. Like memories. In this case, she has lost half of her life. The last thing she remembers is that she was going to celebrate passing their first year in graduation with her best friend. Now everything that happened afterwards can cause her shock according to how severe that incident was.” She took a pause and Alex spoke up. “ You mean, the bigger the incident will be, the bigger that shock will be.” He guessed. “ Exactly. And even though suddenly knowing that you are married is shocking. It does seem to have a big effect on her. Which tells that her brain or body have some weird kind of acceptance towards this thing. As if she had been expecting it even when she wasn't married and not grad
—JENNIFER—It's been a few days since I was in the hospital. My uneasiness was leaving me and I had finally started to feel a little less disoriented.Life was going back to usual but the only unusual thing that was happening was me feeling that someone was being around me. Someone besides Mom, Dad and Cally. Whenever I'm sleeping, I feel that strong yet gentle hold on my hand. A presence that stays with me like a shadow and leaves me the moment I open my eyes, but never before a light brush of gentle feathers against my forehead. The lingering touch and a familiar cologne, a mixture of sandalwood and cinnamon keeps me thinking about it for hours until I go back to sleep and everything happens all over again.It was one afternoon when I woke up from sleep and felt a sudden urge to go to the bathroom. I couldn't find anyone around me to ask for help so I decided to go myself since I wasn't physically that week now. Unfortunately when I stepped out of the bathroom my feet slipped and
—JENNIFER—“You are so dead, Alex!” She advanced towards him but my laughter died down at the name she used to address him. As if realising it, she also stopped and turned to face me. Hesitation and realisation washed over her face as I looked at her through my confused frown. “ Alex?” I repeated the name and she looked at me guilty. The lightened up mood swiftly turned into stress as everyone's face washed with concern. “ What's going on here?” I asked, looking at everyone for the explanation. “ Jenni, Please calm down. I’ve been trying to tell you something.” Cally quickly reached up to me and clasped my hand in between both of her hands.“ No, Cally. You guys just lied to me. Who's he and what the hell is going on?” I asked, pulling my hand back from her hold. “ At least listen to me once, will you?” She asked, heaving a defeated sigh and looked at me expectantly. “ I'm listening. Just don't lie, please. Tell me the truth.” I said, fed up with the confusion going in and arou
—JENNIFER— His other hand that I hadn't realised until now to be resting on my waist, squeezed it. I don't know what that touch did to shoot an electric current to run through my body and as much as it made me tremble under his touch, it calmed my nerves. “ Who are you?” I couldn't help but ask the question that had been lurking in my head for all this while. I waited for his answer while he stared deep into my eyes as if trying to make a way to my soul through my eyes. Then before I could comprehend anything, he started moving closer. The already small distance was closed in a painfully slow pace before his lips brushed against mine, robbing me off my breath. With one single tug on my lips, he made me forget what I was and what I was supposed to do. The only thing I could think was that I needed my breath, coming from him. I needed his touch. And then, like a swoof of air in the dark night, he was gone. Leaving me shocked, dumbstruck, trembling and craving. I was pulled back t
—CHRISTIAN—I stood leaning against the wall of the ICU with my racing heart. I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have lost my fucking control. What if she had gone unconscious once again? I cursed myself, regretting losing my control and kissing Jennifer. But I couldn't just help myself. It's been a week since I've only been watching her from agar and going near her when she's asleep. This distance between us is killing me slowly. After a lot of effort, We still couldn't understand what's going on inside her head. She forgot everything about me, about our wedding and about us. It's like I've never existed in her life ever. And on the other hand, I can't think of anything else other than bringing her back into my life. I've been to my office for the past week. Working from the hospital just so that I can have those quick short glances of her that I've been surviving on.We thought that mentioning my name would click something in her head or maybe after seeing Alex, she would
—JENNIFER—“ Jennifer? What are you doing here?” I froze into my place as I heard Cally, calling out my name from behind before whipping back to face her. I stood there, shocked. Did she see what I was doing? God!!! What am I going to tell her now? She raised both her eye brows in question when I didn't replied to her question. “ I w-was just,... I came for a w-walk actually. Yes.” I lied, stuttering because of my habit whenever I get nervou. Dang, She knows it. She would realise now. I watched as she stared at me with her narrowed eyes before she muttered.“ Yeah of course.” My head snapped up at her, because of the sarcasm dripping off her tone. There was something that flashes in her eyes but I couldn't get it.“ Let's go. Shall we?” She asked and I nodded, hesitantly not before glancing behind me in the corridor one more time. We headed toward the room but my mind couldn't get it off from what happened last night. Even though I was still finding it hard to comprehend, I sti
—JENNIFER—“ Hello there!” His deep, baritone voice had me stepping back as I was met with that deep black pair of eyes. My heartbeat quickened as he stared back with so much intensity to make me forget the world. I was almost losing my mind once again to my imagination but thankfully my ringing phone distracted me and I snapped towards him. “ No, No. Not this time.” I huffed, right on his face. “ I'm not going to believe in you.” He cocked a brow at me, so tiny an action that would make anyone believe that it was all real. But now I know that it wasn't. “What did I do to deserve that, princess?”“ Enough. I know you are not real. It's just my mind playing games with me.” I said in a determined voice while throwing the towel back on the couch and tried to walk away. But I stopped in my tracks when I felt a strong hold on my wrist before I was being pulled into a hard chest. “ Is it?” He whispered from close and my heart skipped a beat as I looked up into his drowning eyes while