Who are you?

ANASTELA FLASHBACKS POV  

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It had been more than one months since my arrival and the thought of Antonio was slowly but surely making its way out of my depressed head .

 I kept myself busy with frequent jogs and walks with pesh and helped out around the house whenever I could . My aunt owned an art gallery store so I often visited her there. Penelope came over as often as she could , however , she had gone to Australia for a few days with friends and I already missed her company .

 I was sitting one early morning in my aunts perfect porsh , pesh on my lap as I did some research on jobs offers and other suitable possibilities for my future . I was tired of sitting and hoping , absolutely doing nothing. I was fast losing interest in myself it was time to leave the past behind and redefine my future .

I was a bastard , pas