Suspicious

Sunday went by so fast  and Eliz finally came back.  She filled me in about her amazing weekend with her significant other. She kept filling me  in but somethimes and had to call me when I'd get lost in my thoughts. 

She had commented that I was becoming paler, and she was right. The way I looked was horrible, it was as if was sucking the life out of me. 

As soon as we finished our binding I went straight to my bedroom and changed into my pyjamas, got inside my bed and dozed off.

I wake up to the sound of my alarm the next morning wuth a heavy heart and if you'd ask me when I  got some enough sleep I wouldnt even tell you. 

Two hours after getting into bed I woke up feeling less sleepy and I was up the whole night. My heart and mind at war not even giving me atleast eight hours for some peaceful sleep. It wasn't until two hours back that I was able to get some sleep. I force myself to abandon the warmth of my bed and