It's really amazing how slow time fly when you are trying to get out of a situation pretty quickly but, it just seems to do the exact freaking opposite._But then again, nothing last forever and that's why we are finally here at this very moment.
Yeah, that's right. We are at the freaking end of High school puzzle and stuffs. After three whole long crappy years of endless daily struggle just so we could come up among the top even though all we got at the end of it all was a 3.60cgpa which is pretty much below the scholarship cutoff mark.
Psssssssh!
And as no big a deal that's supposed to sound, it was a really big disappointment to my parent even though they never aired out their frustration at me,which was a total relief.
But then again, i wouldn't have blamed them if they did you know? My dad got let off from his work recently and mom was starting to take up more night shifts to help with the extra bills at home and it wa
*Carlos did show up at my parent house for dinner later that evening and let me tell you how that went. Totally awkward and uncomfortable.My dad won't stop throwing weird questions at him and my mom on the other hand totally went from, being happy to have my friend over for dinner to not being happy to see him at the door when he finally showed up. Can you beat that fact?Pssssssh!Well a little bit of advice ladies, never invite your Ex to a family dinner no matter how nice they are to you. It's a total no to the freaking no.I actually learnt that much after I did of course and never will it be repeated again.Never Ever!**So it's being a whole three months since graduation without anything fun and out of this world happening to me. You know, something like an alien kidnapping me at night and all since my parent always fusses about things like that happening to me of am not careful at night.PsssssshAfter t
*I always knew this very day would come and somehow, I thought it would be, because of me going off to college and not over to some company to become a secretary.I mean, i could literally see the sadness in their eyes even though, they have not said the word out loud, but i could still feel the gloomy attitude in the air.Gosh!I chewed on my food and swallowed hard before looking at my mom. She look worst than my dad. All sad and miserable and it literally breaks my heart to see her like that.I reached over the table and placed my hand over hers and she stopped eating and turned and stared at me, her brows narrowing at me."What is it sweetie, why did you stop eating your food. You don't like your favorite mash potatoes anymore?"I shook my head slightly. "No mom, it's none of those" I took a short pause and adjusted on my chair. My eyes watching her carefully."You know I love you and dad so much right?
*The bedroom was just as breathtaking, with a large bed at the middle of the room with white snowy fur thrown against the surface and making it look like something thrown out of a fantasy movie.All princess like and magical !I moved towards it and slide my hand gently across its edges, caressing the white softness under my palm as it tickles and ignite a new set of feelings within me.I don't know why but whoever took out time to put all these things in order wanted so bad to impress me and was I impressed?, hell yes, you bet I was.And did I forget to mention? That it smells just like expensive lavender in here. I inhaled another round of air with my eyes clench shut and felt the rush of oxygen swell through my lungs before exhaling slowly.My eyes caught a glimpse of the walk in ember closet standing at the corner of the bed. It was filled with designer clothes and shoes of different matching colors, much to my surpr
*I pushed the door open and stepped inside, careful not to make a fool of myself just yet.Looking around for a second. I saw no one as expected. Just a nice expensive looking office with a large desk seating close to the window.I walked in further, with my feet extremely light against the tile floor and cleared my throat slightly, trying to catch the attention of whoever was behind the desk because I saw it moved right after I got in."Good morning sir, you sent for me?" I said expectedly. Hoping it will get me a reply and also a face reveal because I was literally freaking out already with all the mystery going on.Gosh!The clock just kept ticking away by the second, making me more nervous and sweaty in the palm."Um, hello?" I tried again wondering if my boss is actually invincible or probably a ghost because it was starting to feel like some horror movie just standing here.Another second went by before the desk fa
*Valdez dropped me off at the apartment later that evening and I hurried up to my room feeling all exhausted like never before.Just one freaking day spent at that office as his secretary already feels like hell on earth. My back aches all over and my head won't stop spinning.My lunch break only lasted for a ten minutes before I was called to work on some file involving some shipment from Europe.Gosh!Valdez was a God sent, as he was of tremendous help in figuring out the problem with each file every step of the way until I was finally able to get a hang of it.At first, I thought Logan was just out to being a jerk by making my first day at the office a living hell but turns out he wasn't and really needed all the help I could render.Shocking!I bet Kara would laugh at our new found position. Don't think I haven't thought about quitting in just this 8 hours of being around him alright? Because I have and the o
*The Arizona morning sun cast a beautiful light glow against my tan skin as I made my way into the office building the next morning, my heels clacking against the tile floor noisily.It was just 7am and most of the workers were just starting to arrive in the ground floor as well and making the place a mini scuffling mess.My hands tightened around the strap of my bag momentarily as I stepped into the machine and punch the floor number into the elevator and it began to move.I inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly trying to calm my nerves. The elevator seem to get to me every damn time plus my mind was already disturbed not knowing what to expect from Logan after last night ordeal.I arrived at our floor and head over to my desk and dispatched my personal items on the table before proceeding to my boss's office.Logan was expecting his cup of coffee and bagel as soon as I arrive so spending another minute at my desk doesn't sound like a go
*We made our way into the club and Logan excused himself to go receive a phone call outside while I proceeded towards the bar area and took a seat beside the counter.The whole place seem chaotic with terrible music playing in the background.In order not to get bored just waiting around, I retrieved my phone from my purse and turned on the screen and began to scroll through the internet, looking for what to amuse myself with.Few minutes went by and Logan had seem to disappear and I was still busy looking at the updates in my gram to kill more time when I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned to face him.Guess someone finally remembered I have being waiting for him.Pssssshhhhh!Turns out it wasn't him when I looked into the face of the new fellow. He was just a drunk overbearing man whose arms were covered in tattoos and smiling really awkwardly at me.Oh no!"Hey sugar, what's a pretty girl like you doing at a bar al
*Logan and I drove back to my apartment in total silent. Neither of us willing to say a word to the other.And I for once was totally grateful for some peace and quiet while Logan on the other hand, kept clenching and unclenching his long slender fingers tightly around the steering wheel in utter frustration.What's his deal though! It's not like he was the one with a bloody nose or bursted lips yet he was acting all pissed and shit.Psssshhhhhh!The car came to a stop in front of my apartment and I got down without sparing him another glance and he didn't even try to say anything or stop me either.I didn't even make it to the top pavement of the building before I heard his car engine roared back to life before driving away.My stomach sank a little bit in disappointment as I stood there staring at him drive by.A sigh slipped through my mouth and I reach over to caress at my bracelet but found it missing.Shoot!