Chapter Thirty-Five: Loser?

Freeda Adelaina Miller P.O.V

I lay all day in bed, I no longer knew what to do with my life. I had a mental breakdown. Suddenly I was crying, by just thinking about my situation. I feel like a corpse, I have no energy. It's lazy to stand, eat and move. Everything. It was as if I was paralyzed. I'm getting tired of motivating myself. I am not able to stand up for myself. 

Whatever Enzo said to encourage me, I was still discouraged. Every time I look in the mirror, I can no longer see who I used to be. I am different. I have become weak. I just close my eyes, my chest is too heavy. I took a deep breath and sat down. I was holding the necklace around my neck. There is also something strange about this necklace, it suddenly lights up sometimes and I don’t know why. It is not a luminous or glow-in-the-dark necklace. 

"When it shines it is a signal tha