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Chapter 54
I kissed my best friend and I l-liked it. Oh my gosh, I'm so horrible.
" Hazel, open the door please!" Roman calls from the other side of the door as he knocks.
I don't answer, still trying to come into grips with what just happened downstairs.
" Come on baby please, open the door!"
He called me ' baby'. Oh my, I'm really dreaming right now.
" Hazel -"
" I kissed you Roman!....Oh my gosh I took advantage of my best friend!" I gasp as my words sink in.
" What the fu - no Hazel you did not. I kissed you first and you know what, I want to do it again!" My eyes widen at his admittance.
He would?.
A few seconds pass before I turn around and unlock the door, opening it slowly and nervously. I hear him come in and I don't dare look at him, until I close the door.
I quickly glance at him
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