Hello readers. my honest deepest sincere apologies for the slow update. I want you all to know that I still have you in mind. it's just that it's not been easy because I am currently in the University and have a lot in my plate. I really hope you all will bear with me. I will try as much as I can to maintain a steady update schedule. thanks for understanding and all your support. you all are the best. love y'all ❤️
-----~[AMELIA~]-----I have gotten myself into the hardest situation I can ever think of. My stupidity has gotten the better of me and right now I find myself trembling with nervousness as these inquizitive friends of mine keep staring at me waiting endlessly for my reply to the question just asked. I don't even know what prompted me in the first place to bring up this dreaded topic once again. I wanted it to end and I want them to forget I ever said something like that. I don't want them to keep being persistent about it till I am forced to spill out something I'm not supposed to say. It is definitely going to be a very great situation and I am not ready to encounter being tagged as a bad personality. Not right now at this moment.' Well aren't you?' My mind questions me and I blink. Just what the heck. 'You have already had sex once with your husband's brother. Isn't that enough a reason for you to be tagged as a very bad friend and housewife?' I resist the urge to clutch at my
—~[AMELIA]~—“Okay. If you say so." Isabella finally says easing the extremely high tension in the sitting room a little bit. “I am just really hoping that everything you're saying right now is the truth and you are not lying to us.“ She says and I bite my lip. " We really do want to believe you Amelia because I myself don't believe you are capable of committing such an atrocity so please just let whatever you are telling us be the truth. I totally don't like the idea of what I am thinking right now.“ She says and I grit my teeth.How the hell did I even end up in this situation in the first place? It is all because of that devil. That son of a….. I bite my lip and take in a deep breath nervously fiddling with my fingers. Just what the heck….. I almost slipped. Shit!!!! I almost fucking messed everything up!!!! Just a little inch and I would have been blown away. This is the worst situation I have ever been in in my entire life of existence. How did it all get to this extent? I sh
-----~[AMELIA]~-----I honestly really don't understand this fellow anymore. I don't just get him at all. He is just totally confusing and infuriating at this moment. What the hell does he want right now? Just what does he really want with me? Why the hell is he always in my way? Why is his presence always evident wherever I'm going? I don't mean to complain about this right now or but this feels like a perfectly good stalking experience. Just..... urgh. I hate this guy. He has long ago succeeded in getting whatever he wants from me. What does he want again? Why can't he just for f**king sake stop following my life? Urgh!!! I am really hoping deep down within me that he is not going to come back to me for more. I really wish he doesn't because from this moment henceforth I am totally and completely done with everything that has to do with him. Anything related to Nathan at the moment is completely off my bucket list. Whatever going on between us is completely over and I want to m
-----~[AMELIA]~-----"Believe me Amelia. There are no two ways about it. I am going to f**k you again tonight." He says loud and clear to my hearing, forcing me to halt in my steps almost a few meters to the door. For heaven's sake..... I really don't understand what the hell is going on in this fellow's head anymore. Just what the heck is he thinking right now? For Christ sakes......f**k. God!!! I need help. This ..this.....urgh. What the hell is he hoping to accomplish with all this mischief? Can't he just give up once and for all and just let it go? When the hell is he going to end this silliness of his? I am so tired of it all I just want to disappear or at least hope that he disappears from my sight never to be seen again. What the f**k does he think he is? I feel an uncontrollable anger erupt within me. And anger so mighty it could be enough to level down an entire mansion. I am so infuriated at his extreme boldness. I am so infuriated at his careless attitude at the moment.
-----~[AMELIA]~-----He pins me against the wall with his hands on either side of my head staring down at me intensely with the look of pleasure in those enchanting eyes of his. I am finding it extremely hard to think properly. My breathing is hoarse. I am finding it hard to think properly with the close proximity between us. I can feel his warm strawberry mint breath against my face and it makes me shiver a little bit. This ain't good. Not one bit. This ain't fair at all. I am having an internal struggle within me. A part of me is fighting really hard to grab his shirt and push him away roughly with every power within me while another part of me is craving to feel those warm lips against mine. I am so stupid right? You can say that again. This is so not good.I step back a bit trying to make a move to avoid him but I notice to my dismay that the wall is directly behind me and I have nowhere else to run to. Fuck!!! I bat my eyelids with confusion as he chuckles aloud and leans closer
-----~[AMELIA]~-----My mind is in total chaos right now. Confusion, desperation, guilt and acute desire is all I can feel right now as I find myself pacing up and down mindlessly in the bedroom with Brandon, currently fast asleep, haven't gotten all the satisfaction he'd been craving. The incompetent...I don't even want to think about him anymore. Everything about him right now is just frustrating and I just...... I just want to forget it. I am totally done with him. I mean.... yes love and all that is needed in a marriage but when one of the couple isn't satisfied with the direction at which their marital experience is going something has to be done right? Yes, something really has to be done. Because I don't think my body can bear this much longer. I am craving for sex. I mean mind-blowing brain destructive sex right now and from experiences my mind can only deduce that the only person that can give me what I want is none other than the devil himself I have been trying to avoid wh
-----~[AMELIA]~-----I'm feeling a very powerful urge to fill up an empty void deep down within me and Nathan seems to be the only one that can do so. I really don't have a choice so I can't really be blamed. I am going to meet Nathan tonight and I am going to ensure that this night will be the best night of my life just like he promised me. Oh fuck.I find myself already dripping with my fluid just at the single thoughts and excitement of going over to join him in his room. Just what the hell am I waiting for? And before my mind can reply to that question I find myself tiptoeing briskly as fast as ever before towards that dangerous forbidden room which I can't seem to ignore. He is gaining really fast on me and I don't have any power over him. I am just hopeless. And there's nothing I can do about it.I get to the door as fast as I can, shivering uncontrollably like a sex starved maniac and glancing at the door with wonder as if I should just back in or not. I take a deep breath try
-----~[AMELIA]~-----"Are you ready to get crippled young lady?" He asks and I shiver as he slowly works up towards bed. I am helpless against this. For some silly reason my system feels so jumpy and thrilled and excited about it. The anticipation brewing within me is enough to choke me. I think I will just have to lay myself down and let's see how this plays out. Man it is going to be one hell of a night." Welcome to my world." He says and crawls back into the bed staring at me demonically. I gulp as his gaze lingers on my exposed thighs. He licks his lips and chuckles. The intensity at which he is staring at me makes my heart palpitate severely. He crawls on the bed towards me smirking so sexily I can't even breathe. Crap. This is fuck. At this moment, he is looking like sin itself. He is looking like an abomination.God. All that totally drives me insane. I feel so horny as hell. He gets close to me and begins to plant endless kisses all over my face. "It's between us tonight