The run

Natalie

"What do you think of me?"he asked, and I gulped down into nothing, trying hard to swallow the lump in my throat.

I blinked my eyes countlessly as he stared at me with a cold and fierce gaze. I looked away as he threw a glare at me which made my heart skip in fear.

I stared at him for a while, trying hard to find my voice which seemed to be lost. I wanted to yell at his face, and express how I hated him. And how he seems like a monster to me.

But I couldn't bring myself to express how intimidated and scared because of him. The courage that was in me for a few minutes suddenly died down.

I wish I could yell at his face but my heart wasn't in support of it. It was beating strangely and I think that it has to do with Ryan.

I'm somehow suspicious of his strange and charming behavior tonight. It's really surprising that he began to act so nice and cute.

Though I don't like him, and also the way he behaves, it's annoying that a part of me craves him. A part of me wanted to be w