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XLIII. Hurting Inside
“Are you really sure this is what you want?”
“Yup! “ sagot ni Marsden kay Emma.
“Mars, I think you’re making the worst mistake of your life. I think Trisha loves you and it makes me guilty that I’m lying to her. “
Hindi siya agad makasagot dito. They are now checking houses for Emma and while deciding where to go next she opened up this topic inside the car.
“I don’t want to hurt her and with me she will surely suffer. I admit I’m not yet healed. I still have my nightmares, I still can’t play what I loved, I still can’t trust her that she could accept me for all these flaws–“
“–yet you're okay when you are with her, your nightmares ceased and she makes you want to play again. I really hate that Amber right now. “
“It’s complicated… just leave it be. You’ve done yo
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