12:00am - 13/03
I lay awake in bed , thinking of what had happened. Jason had made me feel so....low.
I'm not a talkative person or a pretty girl but that doesn't mean he can say those things.
Thankfully , my tears have stopped falling. When I cry , I feel so helpless...so hopeless. I don't feel anything now but that doesn't make it any better.
If he hates me so much , why does he care about how I dress? And how in the hell does he know so much about me and why?
I thought I could blend in over here , just like I did in my last school.
My parents have texted me earlier , saying they finally got a signal and that they won't be coming home today. It's okay, I just want to be left alone.
I sit on my bed and read my book but I can't seem to concentrate. I put it away and open my window and look at the moon. It's much bigger today and brighter.
I sigh. For the first time in a while , I feel like talking and expressing everything I feel. I walk downstairs carrying my phone and I exit my house. I walk and sit on the stairs by my patio. I'm facing the moon and my heart feels so at ease.
"Uhmm everyone sees me as the quiet girl....," I feel abit silly talking to the moon but something just pulls me to do so.
" - sometimes they even see me as a freak...no ones that quiet they say. No ones that shy. They think I'm a psycho and I can't blame them."
The wind begins to pick up, its icy cold air bites at my skin. I try to warm myself with my arms.
" I like being quiet. I dont know why but that's who I am. I'm not a....whore. I never was and I never will be. I never had a boyfriend and I already know why. My heart hurt today when I heard what HE had called me..... another name added to the list of what I've been called."
Hearing my phone ping , I unlock my phone and I see I have a new message.
Unknown
You looked so sexy in your underwear today kitten. I just had to taste you... I can't wait to see you tomorrow...You my whore , you my pet...Sleep well kitten ;)
I already knew who it was from. I threw my phone to the ground and with a heavy heart , I whisper.
"I wish he would die inside but live , maybe he would know how it feels."
At that very moment , the heavy wind died down immediately. Everything went silent...deadly silent. The moon turned red and I felt as if time had stopped. I woke up and turned to go back inside , for the events outside was to weird to my liking.
Walking through my lounge, my eyes become heavy and I feel darkness closing in . I fall but I feel no pain , I'm just numb.
The sun rays disturb my sleep. Groggily, I wake up and I yawn. That was the BEST sleep I've ever had in a long time."Rose! Dear! You're awake...How are you doing?," my mum rushes into the room."Yes I'm fine mom ," I answer, "what are you doing home so early? I thought you and dad were co
It's been three days since I've come back to school. Thankfully, Jason's isn't anywhere to be seen. Kevin is on edge though. His been in 2 fights so far and is going to keep getting into them , unless he loosens up.I'm on the bleaches during P.E. I dont participate, due to my doctor saying that I can't do sport until I've properly recovered.
Kevin's POVSomething's definitely wrong with Jason. I went to visit Jason 3 days ago to discuss some business , normally I'll just open his bedroom door and enter but this time when I tried , it was locked.I knocked and called his
Rose POVSitting in the library, my book lays untouched on the table. My mind is else where , somewhere far away. I think back to yesterday night and I shiver. The man's touch was warm and soothing, a touch as gentle as can be.
Jason's POVSitting near my window , I close my eyes. I recall all the weird things that's being going on with me.Eversince , I had woken up from my incident in the bathroom, I've become a monster.
Rose's POVMy hand hesitate before knocking Jason's door. I hold my breath , I don't know what will happen. After a few minutes of silence , I knock again. I hear shuffling and things being moved. My nerves are all over the place.
Jason's POVDear diary...My mum picked me up from drama classes today. Our teacher had told her that theres no improvement.
Rose POVSleeping in my bed , I watch the television mounted on my wall. Though the cartoon is on play , it's as if I blocked it out .My mind kept taking me back to Jason - the way he