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I loved calling him Master. I loved the fact that I could submit to him when I had never been able to submit to anyone else. I felt as if I had finally found myself. It was slowly coming to me that I could be submissive and not be a doormat. I had strength in me that I had never known before, and Trev was bringing that out. I sighed gratefully and relaxed into this scene with my Master.Trev stepped forward and cupped my chin to plant a small light kiss on my lips. "Good, girl. Now, go get in position."I hurried over to the cross and held my hands up so he could wrap the soft leather cuffs around my wrist. He wrapped the matching set at the bottom around my ankles efficiently, then double-checked the cuffs to make sure they weren't too tight before stepping away."How's that? Not too tight?" he double-checked with me."No, Master," I replied warmed over his concern.Trev gave me a look that spoke volumes; it said if you're lying to me there will be hell to pay. When he was certain tha
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I made a grateful noise. Finally, he was going to stop playing around and take me. Much to my confusion, he walked and pulled something off what could only be described as "the toy wall". It was a bright yellow rabbit vibrator. As soon as he turned it on, it made a rattling noise along with the buzzing. When he came back, I saw that it had these weird little pearl-like beads inside the head and they were moving as well. The very top had a forking tip jutting out of it. It looked like a crazed torture device, and he was coming at me with it.He must have caught my look of trepidation because he paused. "What's wrong?""Why that one?" I asked."The rabbit? A lot of women love it. Have you never used one?" Trev asked skeptically.I shook my head."What kind of toy do you usually use when you masturbate?""I don't," I answered simply"No toy?"Trev sounded completely puzzled by that idea and more so when I shook my head."Then what do you use?""I don't masturbate," I replied.He stared at
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I obeyed immediately as he began untying my wrists. Once free, he swept me into his arms and carried me to the bed. The black sheet was silky smooth, and the few sparse pillows were converged at the top of the bed. Since this four-post bed was only really meant for play, it was not fancy minus the decorative rings that were laid out in various positions. He laid me gently on the bed, then stepped back and hurried out of his clothes. He donned a condom that he had brought down and then grabbed a pillow from above me and placed it under my hips. It was an odd thing that he thought this would make me more comfortable. But I wasn't about to tell him that it was not necessary."Spread your legs wide. I want to be so deep inside you that there will be no doubt in your mind who your Master is," he told me.His words sent a thrill through me. He was my Master, he wanted to be my Master. Everything in me screamed yes. I planted my feet on the bed and opened as wide as I could to please him. Whe
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"I was told this whole 'after care' thing is a Dom's job. So lay back and let me do it," Trev instructed.I opened my mouth to argue, but suddenly the Master was back. It was blatantly obvious from Trev's blue steel eyes. My mouth snapped shut and with a deep red blush staining my cheeks, I told my thighs to open. Being shy themselves, they refused."Vie," he warned. "Open up."I groaned in mortification but still did not move."Now, Vie!" he demanded.Finally, they fell open and I hid my head in a nearby pillow hoping I would disappear. The cloth was nice and warm, and he cleaned me with gentle strokes that sparked the sweet tingles again. I clamped down on the rising desire. There was no way I would allow myself to become turned on by something so humiliating."What the fuck?" Trev spat out.It was so sudden that I jumped and dropped the pillow off my eyes. His face had darkened, and his eyes were glued to my hips in horror. I glanced down expecting to find something terrible like a
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I awoke some time later with my head pounding and a hollowed spot in my chest where my heart should have been. I sat up and wiped the grimy feeling from my eyes before looking around. The room was cloaked in shadows with only a dim light coming from the entryway. Morosely I was glad for that, I didn't want to see anything that reminded me of what had happened, any of it. I was done with bondage, and I was done with men."I might as well be a lesbian," I mused out loud in depression."I'm sure I can find you a nice Mistress," said a voice from the hallway.I looked up to see Alyssa standing in the doorway with two glasses in her hands and wearing a fluffy bathrobe. Her hair was wet as if she had just gotten out of the shower. Her face held a slightly sad look to it, but she was still smiling."I think I'm done with this crap now," I stated.I looked down at myself to make sure I was still covered, not wanting the vulnerability of being naked right now.She handed me a cup with some ambe
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"It's nice to see your face again, Mia. Although the sight of your tantalizing ass was certainly one to behold."Mia shut up immediately and took her turn blushing. At that moment, I was in awe of Alyssa's power. She was firm and teasing, all rolled up in this mysterious little bundle."So now that we are all on the same page, what brings you two here?" Alyssa asked."My brother called, Ma'am. If what he told me was even half true, I became concerned about Vie. She was always such a sweetheart and so shy; we just wanted to make sure she's okay," Lizzie explained.My jaw dropped at their concern. I had never really talked to Lizzie, and I never talked to Mia at all, but the look of worry in their eyes touched me deeply. I looked over at Alyssa and she was giving them a soft smile of approval."Good," she said happily. "Vie needs friends right now and it's a relief to see such wonderful ones."Both women glowed at her compliment."Well, we subs have to stay together. Not to mention Betha
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My sleep that night was restless. I kept tossing and turning, waking up to any little sound, thinking that it was Trev returning home. By the time the sun rose, I had given up trying to get any rest, and the heartache I felt had turned into despondent anger.I grabbed a bathrobe figuring it was better than nothing and went to head downstairs. Outside my door, in a neat pile, was a fresh set of clothes. Warmed by her thoughtfulness, I made a mental note to thank Alyssa when I saw her. That thought was raised tenfold as I realized they were my own clothes. I was not sure how she had managed that, but I didn't complain. I appreciated Alyssa's help. Even if her bosom was slightly bigger than my own, making it hard to properly fill out her clothes.The best part was my cellphone sitting on top of the clothes. Its little green light was flashing steadily, indicating that I had a message from someone. I opened it quickly to find several missed calls from a number I didn't recognize and even m
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"And if I say no?" I challenged, happy I sounded more courageous than I felt.There was silence on the other end then a chuckle. "Such spark," he commented with a bit of appreciation. "If you say no, then I will be forced to find someone who will say yes. It'd be a shame to take the other dark-haired woman. But I bet she'd be fun to break."Alyssa! How did he know about Alyssa? Break her? Everything Trev had said in the truck on the way out here came to mind. These men had no problems kidnapping, raping, or murdering women."Ah, yes. I see you understand my meaning perfectly," he said happily.I swallowed the bile that was rising in my throat and my knees were shaking so badly that I could barely keep myself upright. After a few minutes, I finally gave up and let myself fall to the porch floor."What's going to stop you from doing that to me?" I asked, putting words to my fears."We wouldn't need to because we'd have our money," he explained as if it was really that simple."You'll le
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