Thirty

Alpha Rhys’ POV

I looked at her “What if she isn’t dead?”

“What?!” Mia shrieked.

Damn it! I actually thought I said that statement in my head. I can’t believe I said it out loud.

Mia is definitely going to throw a fit now. Ever since Arabella died, it was as if her name was a forbidden word not to be said. Mia never wants to hear the name of her sister, not even as a joke or as a memory.

I on the other hand cannot deny that I think of Arabella sometimes. I’m certain that the rough patch I’m going through with my mate is because of the bad way I treated her.

I usually ask myself if she could still be alive, even though I literally saw her dead body years ago. I wish she was alive so I can make amends. Maybe then the moon goddess will finally have mercy on me and make me happy.

“What the hell did you just say?” Mia shrieked.

I ran my hands over my face. I’ve been avoiding a fight with her but at this point, it’s inevitable. There’s no doubt that she’s going to bark at me.

“What do you