Chapter Eighty

I lay in bed for the rest of the day and cry my eyes out. Now that we are at this point, I suddenly realize that Edna and I never did take any pictures together. I wish I had thought ahead and kept memories of all the memories we had together. Sometime around 6pm, a gamma comes around to confirm if I will be honouring Edna's wish. It had taken me a minute as I had weighed my options. I've never really been in this position, a position where I've had to count down to someone's death with them. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say to her. I'm mad she did what she did and put all of us in this situation, I'm sad that she never told me about what went on through her head, she never let me help her stop her actions, she never trusted me enough to. Even the basic things like her relationship with Adrian, she never told me. And now look where we are.

After much contemplation, I had told the gamma that I'd be honouring the wish and he had told me that the feast would be by 8pm. I