“M-mommy?”Agad akong napaangat ng mukha nang marinig ang boses ni Erene. It's been three days, na naririto siya sa hospital. So far, bumubuti na ang lagay niya.“Y-yes baby?” hinawakan ko ang kamay niya at pasimpleng pinunasan ang luha.“W-why are you crying? K-kahapon po I saw you crying too.”“M-masaya lang si mommy k-kasi okay ka na e.”“L-love mo na po ba a-ako mommy? Hindi ka na po g-galit?” muli akong naiyak sa sinabi niya at umiling.“M-mahal ka ni mommy ha? Don't ever think na ni minsan hindi ka minahal ni mommy kasi... kasi nasa tiyan ka pa lang ni mommy love na love ka na niya. Hindi rin galit si mommy sa 'yo, malungkot lang siya kaya lagi ka niya nasisigawan pero ngayon... promise na mommy hindi na ha? Hindi ka na gagalitan ni mommy.” I saw how tears pooled in her eyes.“M-mommy, mommy I love you!” agad akong napatayo at mabilis siyang hinalikan sa noo.“I love you too baby, mahal na mahal kita. Stop crying, hindi ka agad gagaling kapag umiyak ka... dapat smile ka lang lagi
"Are you sure you're okay now?"Pinagmasdan ko siyang kunin ang inorder niyang kape bago inabot iyon sa akin na agad ko namang tinanggap."Oo, sanay na rin ako sa gagong 'yon noon pa man. Anyways, thank you pala rito sa kape.""No worries, so mag-isa ka lang do'n?""I am with my best friend, but eto nga ka t-text lang niya, inuwi raw siya no'ng boyfriend niya e." lagot sa 'kin ang babaeng 'yon, kaya pala ang lakas-lakas ng loob na magwalwal may problema yata sila no'ng boyfriend niya dinamay pa ako.Sumandal kami sa kotse niya at nagsimulang inumin ang kape namin, I don't know why pero gumaan ang loob ko sa kaniya."I forgot to ask, what's your name?""I'm Eras Fross... " agad siyang napalingon sa akin."So you're a Fross?" okay, alam ko na sunod, mukhang galit din siya sa lahi namin."Yeah...""Woah, this is my first time to interact with a Fross.""You hate us too right?""No," naiiling na sabi niya at uminom sa kape niya, "Ano mang mayrokn sa pamilya ko at sa pamilya niyo, labas na
“Mommy!”“O? Bakit?” napalingon ako kay Erene nang tumatakbo itong pumasok sa kusina.“Mommy there's a guy.” kumunot ang noo ko lalo na nang makita ang teddy bear na yakap-yakap niya.“He gave me this mommy! And like me he has blue eyes.” nanlaki bigla ang mata ko at nabitawan ang hawak-hawak na kutsara saka nagmadaling lumabas ng kusina.Fuck! Hindi maaari!Halos pigil ang hininga kong hinanap kung sino ang tinutukoy ni Erene hanggang sa dumako ang tingin ko sa lalaking pinagmamasdan ang nakasabit na malaking frame na pinasadya ko pa. It's my picture with my daughter.Ang kaninang nagmamadali kong paghakbang ay unti-unting bumagal hanggang sa humarap siya sa akin. Kumapit sa kamay ko si Erene nang makahabol ito at sinisilip din ang lalaking tinitingnan ko ngayon.Unlike the previous days, he's not wearing corporate suit right now. Nakasuot lang siya ng v-neck shirt st kaki shorts. Nakapamulsa at naka top-bun nanaman ang buhok.His bluish eyes settled on me, I remember... halos dalawa
Sinubukan kong habulin si Seig ngunit mabilis na itong nakasakay sa kotse niya at nagmaneho palayo.“Now, still doubting about his feelings? I told you he loves you.” umiiyak akong nilingon si Sylvan na nakapamulsang naglalakad papalapit sa akin.“Gago ka! Bakit mo ginawa 'yon?”“For us to know his real feelings, he loves you Ean.” napasabunot na lang ako sa sariling buhok. Wala rin akong nagawa ng gabing iyon kun'di palipasin ang nangyari.Though, I really tried to search for Seig for some reason.I am hurt by what I heard inside his office, hurt to see him with someone else. But there will always be this feeling inside of me telling me that I should talk to him, I should ask him, that I should clear things to him...but looks like I am too late...he was nowhere to be found.I am having trouble on my decision, isa pang iniisip ko ay ang pamilya nila. God! How would I survive this fuck?“Bakit kasi ayaw mong direktahin?”Napasulyap ako kay Pia nang tanungin niya ako. Nasa pool area kami
“Mommy! He has blue eyes too just like mine and Tito Van!” umaliwalas ang mukha ni Erene habang tinuturo si Seigraine na ngayo'y hindi na mailarawan kung ano ang pinapahiwatig ng expression ng mukha niya.Seig held Erene's hand and guided her to me. I don't how I manage to hold his stares because I am still fucking holding my breath. I don't know how to talk, what to say, what to do...I feel like a criminal being caught in the act.My mind tangled, as questions come after another. What should I do? Where to start? How to initiate a conversation with him right now that he's so hard to read? I can see how his jaw moves harshly.“Erene! Halika may pupuntahan tayo.”“But tita! The bear! And how about mommy?”“Your mom needs to talk to someone, and the bear...bibilihin niya na raw 'yon, kaya mauuna na tayo ha?”“Okay! Mommy, we're going!” hindi ko na nalingon pa si Erene at nanatiling nakipagtagisan ng tingin kay Seig. As I saw how his eyes clouded by different emotions.“S-seig can we—” h
Everyone stares at me like I was a star shining above them. They always treat me like someone they should respect because my position in society is higher than theirs.And I never liked it because of the fact that it was so unfair.Respect is for everyone, hindi ka man mayaman...nasa laylayan ka man ng lipunan o nasa gitna. Karapatan mong irespeto. Hindi por'que mayaman, maimpluwensya, nakakataas ay sila lang dapat ang makatanggap ng espesyal na pakikitungo.Kung minsan nga, kung sino pa 'yong nakakataas ay hindi nararapat na makatanggap ng respeto.I don't know why the concept of respect is being altered nowadays. But for me, I will respect those who deserved it, mababa man o mataas. Isang tao lang siguro ang hindi ko kailanman nagawang irespeto, dad's second wife.Noon, isa lang naman ang gusto ko, mabuo kami nila mom. Pero alam kong hindi na 'yon mangyayari.However, I was nourished by luxurious things and wealth. And I never experienced working hard for something I wanted, except
“Dad are you okay?” I asked when I noticed that he was drowning himself in alcohol.Hindi si dad 'yong tipo ng taong, magpapakalango sa alak. Kaya alam kong sa mga oras na 'to, may malaki siyang problema.“Don't mind me,” lumagok itong muli matapos iwasiwas ang kamay na tila pinapaalis ako. “If I were you son, I would find a woman who would love me forever. 'Yong babaeng hinding hindi ako magagawang ipagpalit at hanggang sa pagtanda makakasama ko pa rin.”My brows creased because of that. What's going on?Clueless, I just walked inside my room and shut my door. Napailing nalang ako at piniling gumawa ng assignment. I'm in my senior high, ilang buwan na lang college na rin ako.I chose to take a shower first before working on my proposal, hindi pa lang umiinit ang pwet ko sa upuan ay tumawag na agad ang isa kong kaibigan.Naiiling na sinagot ko 'yon, at inaasahan ng puro kagaguhan lang ang sasabihin niya.“Pre may bago akong chicks! Gusto mo isa?! Hayop pre ang sarap!” I shut my eyes t
"Put it in, please."I was already drifting from my sanity when I moaned those words, begging him to take me. His blue eyes went darker as he dipped his head down to kiss me on the neck.The pleasure was like floating on the calmest ocean, drowning me in trying to reach the deepest part. His luscious lips devoured mine until they were numb. My right hand played with his soft hair as my other hand gripped his waist when he started to enter my c*re.I gasped against his lips, a scorching pain wracking my body. As he successfully thrust all in, my fingernails dug into his flesh. His tongue licks my lower lip as it enters my mouth successfully. He distracted me in that way until the pain subsided as he started moving. "God, it feels so good inside you, Ash." he moaned before he kissed me deeper."Ruce!" I screamed his name as his movements went fast and deep. Ruce's groans and curses filled my ears. He lifted his body a little as he dipped his head to kiss me on the neck while going faste