Special Chapter 15

I wouldn't deny that I am one of those girls who has a vulnerable mind and can fall into temptation because of love. I was so blinded by desire, love, and lust that I didn't even think about the consequences of it. If I am already stable or ready enough to bear a child or to become a mother, Aaminin kong hindi ko iyon naisip na dapat sa edad kong ito ay napagisipan ko na.

This is one of the reckless actions I took that I can never undo. dahil andito na. Wala naman sanang problema dahil si Ruce ang ama, but this is not about love anymore. This is about responsibilities.

Ilang araw kong pinagisipan. Kyle stayed with me at siya lamang ang lumalabas ng bahay. Enrollment namin ngayong week. It's already July. Pero hindi pa rin ako pumupunta. Kyle respected that and let me stay here instead to think. Hindi na rin niya ako masyadong tinatanong tungkol sa desisyon ko. She was just here helping me and taking care of me.

Katatapos ko lang maligo ng tumunog ang phone ko, sa pagaakalang si Ruce i