71. Ruined!

Alexander's POV

It's been almost an hour since Bella has woken up after two days. She is staring into nothing while keeping her hand on her empty belly. Eyes are not even blinking and it's running my blood cold.

I was never scared of silence to this extent. I can't gather the courage to stand up from the couch on which i am sitting for two days and go to her. Hold her in my arms and tell her that it's okay.

I can't, because she is not okay. She lost her baby for which she was fighting with me. She is in shock.

I never wanted it to happen like this.

I wanted to tell her that i have changed my mind, that i am ready for the baby but before that she pulled out that file and things took ugly turn. She didn't give me the chance to speak and before i stop her, it was too late.

I feel like a shit now. I ruined everything. I ruined her. I was supposed to protect her. My guilt is eating me from inside. Never in my life i was this much speechless, i don't know what to say.

My family has stop