Chapter 39- Still a Friend

Joan stopped looking at Lynd's expression which was very clearly tense and forced herself to endure. All Joan wanted to do was kiss Lynd with a light kiss. That is what is in his mind, as well as what his heart desires. But seeing Lynd who arrived like this Joan stopped his intentions, not because Joan felt disappointed.

“What you said is true.. I probably won't get enough. I'm sorry..” If Joan starts, once past that limit then he has no control to stop.

Lynd opened her eyes slowly, finding Joan's soft smiling face was also warm loving. Lynd felt like crying because a moment ago she was too panicked, too afraid of what would happen next, with what Joan wanted to do. When Joan turned back on Lynd, she was relieved, but then mixed feelings followed.

“Then why do you that if in the end would feel sorry?"

Joan's current apology to Lynd sounds very ambiguous. Lynd can put a lot of meaning to Joan's sorry words in this situation. As to what she thinks at this time interpreted the word so