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If it's too much for him to do it, fine. I'll do it myself.

The vibrator that we bought at the beginning of the year is still in the box. I bring it out from my closet, finally putting it to use tonight.

I know he's going to come home late again tonight, just like he's been for the past four nights, probably wanting to avoid me but tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, you're fucking trapped with me! I will make you talk, hell you'll even sing to me after all these plans are enacted.

Like a crazy ex who’s trying to get back together with the ex, I've listed all possible things I can do from seduction to a simple home-cooked dinner on the table.

But first, let's scratch the itch.

I lie in his bed to smell him again, wanting to get the mood for my solo performance. I've never done this but how hard can it be? Just shove it in like he's been doing me since the past five months.

Or haven't been since the past three weeks.

Mhmmmm it smells heaven and sin at the same time. His dark gr