120| Good Beating

JULIE

It does not hurt if I say that staying away from Nick cost me dearly because staying away from him is really a difficult task.

I came home only after the classes were over. He offered to drop me home in his car but I told him that I would go home with Jeremy and Blue which was also a lie. I did not even come home with Jeremy and Blue because I knew I would be drowning in tears of pain and distance from him at any moment.

And there was another reason behind this that they would know my sad mood just by not seeing the smile on my face and would not stop questioning me till I tell them.

But I did not want to tell them anything about it because it is of no use. Telling them will not solve everything. If it had been solved, I would have definitely told them.

After coming home, I went to my room and started crying. Nick called and messaged me many times but I did not answer any of them. Maybe because I should have gotten used to that sadness because I had to learn to stay away fro