Ryan's POV Her back hits the door as she wraps her warm soft hands around the back of my neck, pushing me to the edge.Her lips collide with mine instantly, making my head go blank. The kiss is awkward as I fumble with her dress, desperate to touch her and feel her naked skin on my body.A low moan escapes her lips as we kiss roughly, making me groan and bite her lips softly.That sound does a lot of unexplainable things to me.She moves away from the door and I open my eyes to see that we are approaching her bed. We could barely take our hands off each other as John drove us home. I am 100 percent sure this is because she is drunk but I keep denying it because I feel she feels sure about this. As much as I want.She falls on her back on the bed and I fall on top of her, slamming my lips to hers again in desperation. The absence of her lips on mine is driving me crazy.My whole body aches with the need for her. I feel hot and cold at the same time, wishing this will never end and I w
Valerie's POV With a groan and a banging headache, I step down from the bed, glancing around to see if Ryan came back to sleep here last night or not.The other bed is empty and seems untouched. Rubbing a finger on my forehead, I walk to the fridge to get some water. Suddenly, I remember I told Ryan to go out of the room last night which must be the reason why he didn't come back.Maybe he is in the other room.After drinking a glassful of water, I stroll to the door, the headache still very much present.I take the door out and move towards my room, wondering if he slept there or somewhere else. I was really harsh last night and I feel bad for sending him out of his room. I feel stupid for initiating the heated kiss which almost led to something else and I couldn't help my rudeness. I just don't want him to think otherwise. But now, I can't help but ponder over what he thinks of me.I know he is doing all he can to make me happy. I was happy he took me to a party last night but I
Ryan's POVWith force, I push her away and turn to go back when I see Valerie standing right behind me with her mouth agape.I twirl around to face Celina who has a big grin of victory on her face. Now I know why she did that.I was too shocked at first to even push her away because I didn't expect that. We were talking and the next thing she does is kiss me out of the blue.I shouldn't have let her come in here. I should have dropped her off before driving in.She purposely kissed me because of Valerie. From behind me, I hear the sound of Valerie's running feet and I know she must have gone back into the house."What the hell is the meaning of that?" I bark at her in anger.The grin wipes off immediately as she replaces it with an innocent look. "What are you talking about?" she demands, faking ignorance. This isn't her fault. I shouldn't have listened to Mother when she asked me to help her and also listen to what she had to say."Get out! Don't ever set foot in here again!" I rai
Valerie's POV The darkness of insecurity envelops me as I stare into his blue eyes, watching me intensely before sighing.This reaction that I get from him every single time is what makes me more curious about who the damn woman is. If I wasn't curious about her before now, what happened a few minutes ago is enough to make me more curious about her.Celina Sebastian is not a woman I like. I don't know if it's because I saw her with Fred or the fact that she had a past with Ryan.I keep telling myself that she must have dated Ryan in the past. I called her his ex-girlfriend but whenever I think deeply about this, I keep denying it because Ryan was never in a relationship which means there is something more to it.Ryan seems to dislike her. She seems to like him. What answer does that give me?I don't know. The more I ask these questions, the more confused and curious I become.I don't know why I am pissed even after knowing that Ryan dislikes her but I guess it's because he might star
Ryan's POV Because I had to devise all ways to persuade her out of the house, I vowed to make our date thirty minutes only.Despite having everything ready, I am still as nervous as hell because I don't know if she will like everything I prepared for her and also because of the limited time we have.I am doing everything within my power to please her. I am supposed to ignore her so many times but I just can't help how I feel.Even after confessing my love to her several times, directly and indirectly, she always keeps mute, making me confused about what she really wants and what I need to do next.The car stops right in front of the restaurant and I take the door out to meet her. As she steps out of the car, her pointed heels come into view before her whole body appears, making me take a deep breath because of how breathtaking she looks.Her red beautiful sexy spaghetti strapless gown stops right on her knees. Her hair is fully down and she has full makeup on, different from the on
Valerie's POV Warmth spread through my body at the thought of having a special day with him. It replaces the displeasure I felt for his actions earlier and I continue to take in his features as he stares out of the window till the car stops.Why is he always sweet and kind to me despite everything I have done?"Here we are", his deep voice interrupts my thoughts and he gets out of the car to open the door for me. "Close your eyes", he whispers into my ears the moment he pulls the car door open and leans fully in so that I can smell his lovely cologne.I do not oblige to his command but continue to watch him, wondering what it would feel like to be madly in love with him. Will he still be as sweet as he is to me right now? Will he be faithful like he is to me right now? Will he love me forever and not stop loving me for a second?The way I react to his touch tonight is confusing the hell out of me. His actions keep confusing me too and I don't know what to do or say to him about how
Ryan's POV After making a mess of her hair, she stares at me, giving me the impression that she wants to get drunk on purpose.I can't seem to take my eyes off her. She looks more and more beautiful every day and I can't wait to make her mine.Fred is a fool for letting go of her. But I am grateful he left her. For me.When she embraced me, I almost lost all my sense of thinking by doing unthinkable things to get lips and every part of her body. But she pulled away before I could summon up the courage to do anything.We came home and she suggested we drink wine together.I asked the maids to set my room and they did so, a round table separating Valerie's chair and me. There are two glasses of wine on the table with the wine bottle. A plate of snacks is also on the table, close to her glass of wine.When I shift my attention away from the almost empty plate, I find her watching me too."Ryan", she calls, twirling her hair away with her hand. "You said you love me."She gulps the wine
Valerie's POV Tangled in the comforter of Ryan's bed as my eyes open, a throbbing pain hits my head, reminding me of my hangover and what happened last night. Before I can think too deeply about it, I see a glass of water and two medicine on the side drawer that will help with the hangover. I quickly take it to gulp it down while sitting upright. I feel sore and I remember it all. I remember how he made passionate love to me last night and how his warm body felt against mine. I remember how he worshiped every part of my body and made me conscious of them. I remember how he kept on muttering my name and how beautiful I am. I remember how he was patient enough for me to reach the climax alongside him. I feel like I know a lot about sex because I read about it, we talk about it with Brenda but this feels different. Despite the bright smile that spread to my face, I feel a bit strange now that I have finally lost my virginity. I know it is worth losing it to Ryan more than any ot