Chapter 44 Lost

Aria pov

"I understand that sometimes as humans we can be subjected to our desires. But it's a must that we discipline ourselves enough to exhibit some form of self control, i believe it's the only way we can overcome our weak human nature."

"All I'm going to do is ride a horse. Just because I missed one of Brunhilda lessons doesn't mean I'm giving in to desires, Erika." I kept walking around the horse stable, searching for the perfect horse. Each horses here where good. But each one of them reminded me of that day. The time I went out with prince Zane.

"My lady, if king Kaida knows that you willing missed your lessons with lady Brunhilda just so that you could have some fun, he's going to be furious."

Then let him be furious, everything about this place was choking me. I was a werewolf, not a super human, I get fustrated too at things in life. I just needed sometime to myself, I need to think.

Was my desire in this place survival? Was that really the only thing I was going to do whi