FIRST KISS

Mabel pov.

I left my mom's place in the late afternoon and went straight home. Stefan was not at home yet, so I ate and went to the room to sleep because I was tired of thinking so much.

I went to my mom to seek some advise and to get the burden lifted off me but I went back home as a more confused being. I should do what my heart wants, she had said. What do my heart wanted then? I didn't know, and I didn't know how to asked my heart what it wanted. Would I say, 'heart, do you think Stefan is lying?' Or 'dear heart, is Stefan sincere with his words? Is he trying to play me just to get into me?' I didn't get it and I was so confused and the only option I had was to just sleep it off, and that was what I did. I slept it off.

When I woke up, I felt myself feeling better and my head wasn't hurting like it was before I slept and I was grateful, I can be able to think straight. I realized that I don't wanted anything from Stefan, not even a single thing, but..... I knew that I didn't want