Chapter - [ 59 ]

[ Rain ]

Only I know how I spent the sleepless night as the haunting image of my future without Nicholas and all the people I loved kept replaying inside my head whenever I tried to close my eyes. I thought a thousand times about my decision to leave everything behind and pick the shattered pieces of my life.

I want to go far away from this life and this place which messed up with my emotions and my mind.

And again, it's really hard to imagine a life without Nicholas who may not even remember me after a time as his first and true love is back and living under the same roof. It's hard to resist and I am sure one day or later, he'd feel the attraction between them. The old flames will rekindle on the ashes of my hopes.

I woke up before the dawn and left the house for a run to clear my head. I have a flight to Boston at one in the afternoon but I need to pack my things before the courier service move them to Boston safely. It cost me a lot but I managed rather than asking Nicholas or my