I'm not into men.
I'm not into men.I'm not into men.I kept on repeating the words in my mind and looked at the bathroom mirror after I took a quick shower when we ended our little debauchery.But I was not expecting him to enter the bathroom still naked and look at me from head to toe."You're a very attractive man, no wonder Peyton was all over you." He smirked and walked towards me."Look, Ben... I'm not..." I turned to face him."...into men, I got you the first time you said it."He chuckled and stop inches from me, telling me that Peyton is asleep and no one will know.I was pulling my dirty thoughts away from the sexy sugar baby."Don't you have clients?""Kamaria is taking me off the listings for a whole month, telling me that I was getting too close to them." He shrugged and move in closer until I could feel his breath in my ear when he whispered that no one will know."But"Ben? did Jasper go home?"I sit down in my fluffy robe, while Ben was pouring coffee into a cup for me. That man looks very edible and he knows it. He flaunts his lean yet muscled physique while he gets back to making breakfast in just his low-rise jeans. "Yeah, I think he's pretty surprised with your sexual preference." "Ben, you're to blame, you bring out the bad girl in me." I grinned, then talked about my upcoming move to my boys. He plated the omelet and I spooned the cheesy creamy egg and complimented the chef with a kiss. "Are you sure about moving? I mean, you're pretty comfortable with us yesterday? are you in a relationship with them, or what?" he asked the toughest question as he started eating his breakfast. "Honestly Ben, I have no idea. But I did picture them when you were pounding me last night.""Oh, you have absolutely no respect for me don't you?""I don't, but I love having you around."He laughed, then I asked him fu
It has been two days, two lousy days and I still can't get the fact that I had sex with him. I've been drowning myself with work, then hit the punching bag soon as got home. But the moment I saw him in the pantry the thoughts came flashing back at me. "Hey,""Benjamin,""What's with the knuckles?""Nothing, been working out.""Yeah?"I can't believe I was feeling things for the guy, and I stir my coffee quickly and exited the pantry telling him a lame excuse about preparing myself for a meeting. This was true, I have a meeting with Kamaria for one of the clients' terms of conduct clauses. And I could see his smirk when I was in front of Kamaria's office hours later."What are you doing here?""Well, hello again... I'm filling in for Peyton," he shrugged and stand up to open the door for me."Kamaria is taking me off from the listing and giving me a desk job, my last client
Bonus Chapter I leave him to let my anger out and abused my punching bag, it was still early in the morning but I was awakened from the cold, while the sugar baby was still asleep hogging the covers and vanishing under them.My knuckles hurt when I remembered about his bruises. I need to let my anger under control, it was exactly why I leave my old life. Beating a person and sending him to his death is not good, even if he's the bad guy. I keep repeating the words while punching the sack until my knuckles throbbed.I was in between breaks when I took off my earbuds and heard glass breaking from the kitchen. I was still in my gym shorts and using my hand wraps when I decided to check up on him."What happened?""You're right."Ben looked shocked, then I followed his direction and saw the video on his phone. "The feed from my CCTV, Jacqueline insisted me on putting it on my hallway and she connected it to my ph
"He did? you did? Ben, please be careful. You know you can use my place. I haven't rented it out..."I was waiting for my breakfast when Ben called, telling me what happened between him and Jasper. We ended the call after he finishes with his story and that's when I felt Kyle kissing my back."I thought you had agreed to sell your apartment?""Not yet, but I will. Just don't tell Andrew yet, okay?" I turned to face him and moan when he pinched my nipple telling me that I was a naughty girl."When Andrew picked me up, you said something about him being a sneaky daddy, what's that about?" I asked as I took a seat on the kitchen stool while he prepared our breakfast."Well, turns out our Andrew has a dominant side." The sexy man whispered while he's finishing off our breakfast."Hey stud, you're right on time, we were just talking about you." Kyle kissed him and patted the empty seat beside me, he was being the perfect chef and plat
It was three days later when I decided to postpone my interviews. "Clarisse, I'm sorry but I will call you again next week, I'm having a lot on my plate at the moment. I need time off and..." I was taking my call on the living room, the one-bedroom college apartment felt suffocating in the last few days that I was there. It was a couple of days ago after I heard their love statements to each other that my feelings for them were suddenly tested. It was the fact that their relationship was way past casual, was making me think about my standings. I didn't even know what I was between them. "Peyton, is everything okay? you've been a bit off lately." Andrew was the first one to notice, while Kyle has been busy with his study. "I was hoping you wouldn't notice." I smiled at him and hugged him when he opens his arms for me. "Why wouldn't you want me to notice?""Do you love Kyle?""I do,""And he loves you too?"
The helpless feel was still there, I know he was trying to help and it would be stupid of me if I didn't take it. And that's how minutes later I was back at my place after I thanked my rich boyfriend for his cheque. I was trying to get rid of my stupid brother quickly."Here, this is the last time I'm helping you out, Wade. I owe the guy, I can't just pay you back every time...""Thanks, man, look...I know, I'm trying to quit. But you've always been the most resourceful one between us and you're also the handsome one,""What the FUCK does that supposed to mean?!" I grabbed and pushed him to the wall. His stupidity doesn't seem to end at the gambling table, apparently, his mouth can be equally dumb as his brain. My breath was heavy, when I held him against the wall, I was trying so hard not to punch him. "I know how you paid my previous one, I've seen you dance in one of the..." I punched him just before he
Andrew called me up reminding me to go check up on Kyle when I was having my coffee date with Clarisse. "So, that's why you move here? a new relationship?" Clarisse asked when I ended the call with Andrew. "My soft spot, I like to live my life Clarisse, I just wish I don't need money to pursue my hobby." She laughed but then tells me that it's good to have priorities. "At least you're being honest about it, unlike others who say otherwise. So, back to business or should I say side business, how are you feeling about an interview for Wednesday next week?"She showed me the company details, their offering salary, and the job description. I smiled and nodded."I trust you. I'll be there.""Perfect, the money is good, Peyton. In this town, it's the best one yet, and I know for sure that if you decided to move again, they have branches in several areas. You can have a long-term relationship with this company." S
I was feeling like shit, neither Peyton nor Kyle stayed at my apartment last night. Maybe I acted too harsh on him, I had a feeling that Peyton didn't like it when Kyle and I had our differences. Well, perhaps it was more than differences since there was a lot of shouting and very loud cursing yesterday. Though I had a hunch that there was more to it with Peyton. That afternoon I head out to Finn's to submit my part of our group project. The red-haired hunk opens his apartment in only his jeans, he looked fresh and sexy and forbidden as fuck. "Hey, come in." "I'm just dropping this off, I should really get going.""Come on Andrew, don't be such a stranger, it's been a while. I'm sure Kyle lets you out of his leash once in a while." He smirked and pulled me into his apartment. "I can't stay long.""You can't, or you won't?" Finn walked to the fridge and give me a cold beer. "I shouldn't."