The Forbidden Lust - 28. Benjamin

Jasper's POV

"Did I hurt you? how are you feeling?" I was back to his side after getting back from the bathroom with a damp towel.

I hated that I was back to being a Dom with him. I can't do this to him. I have a kid in the other room, what was I even thinking?

Dominating a willing woman is one thing, but a man? I was still struggling with my sexuality. I shouldn't have dumped this onto his lap. I was overwhelmed with the need to have him, to mark him as mine. But I already know he's mine, I know he'd do anything I'd tell him to do and it breaks my heart that I would treat him as a sub, a plaything when he had been subjectified as such in his workplace before.

"I'm fine Jasper, let me get clean up then I'll go check on Tara." He looked red, flushed, and beautifully satisfied from my doing. Still, I felt that it was too much for him, that I was wrong. I know I shouldn't have pushed him that far. But he was encouraging me, he was wanting me to let m