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Chapter 52
(Harper’s POV)
I woke up enveloped in the warmth of arms wrapped around me. Elias’ scent surrounded me and I felt a peace inside me that I hadn’t felt in a really long time. If ever at all. I laid there, not wanting to break the spell. And I know that there was some small part in me that wanted to hold on to this feeling like my life depended on it. And yet there was a bigger part that was scared, scared of allowing myself to be taken in, to trust someone else fully with that broken part of me. To see beyond the shield and see how fucked up I really was. Because what if they saw that and they rejected me? What if they decided that there were too many pieces to fix and what if after showing them the truth in what I was they left me there, exposed with my own feelings? And no way to know how to build my wall again.
Or worse, what if they stayed? What if they were really in for the long haul? They come armed with emotional superglue and dili
Aisling ElizabethThank you all for being so understanding about my absence. I am fully aware that you are paying to read this book and appreciate each and every one of you and would never want to leave you hanging. I am a little later than my original return date as things are still complicated but I am trying to get back into the writing. I am aiming for daily updates again but it might take a bit to get up there. I appreciate your patience and will get new chapters up as quickly as possible. Thank you once again
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Hello my lovely readers. First off an apology, I never intended to take such a long break from this book and appreciated and appreciate the support that I have received here and in my fan group. The reason for this break is down to my mental health. Thne break with my ex triggered my bipolar disorder in one of the worse episodes I have had in a long time.I am happy to say that while I'm not 100%, I am better than I was and I am ready to start writing again. I have actually already started, but I am trying to think of this sensibly and I am aiming to build up a number pf chapters so that if I have a bad day you will still get updates. That being said, this is the plan going forward. Beyond Beta's Rejection will begin updating again on November 1st 2021. I fully intend for this to be daily updates. The plan is for this book to be complete by the end of November (unless another crazy twist happens).
Beyond Beta's Rejection Chapter 53
(Colton’s POV) ****Ten years ago*** “Hey!” I felt a sharp pain in my arm and glared round at Damien. “What the fuck, man?” I exclaimed, rubbing my arm where he had just punched me. “You just got us killed, you idiot!” he said, and pointed to the large screen in front of us. I blinked and saw the words GAME OVER splashed across the screen in red writing that was meant to look like blood splatter, “Seriously man, those twerps annihilated us because you were too busy mentally wanking off in your head” Damien snapped. Geez, it was just a computer game, but he had been restless lately, so I let him off. “Shit, sorry man,” I said. “I guess I was just thinking about-” “Harper,” Damien rolled his eyes, “Yeah, I know” “It’s just, she seemed different today,” I said, thinking back to the morning I had spent with my angel. “She seemed like she was coming around to things,” Which I was happy about
Beyond Beta's Rejection Chapter 54
(Harper’s POV)I walked up the path and saw Colton smiling at me. I couldn’t help but roll my eyes. The idiot really did still think he had some sort of chance with me. His smile widened, and I shook my head.“What do you want, Colton?” I asked, making sure I kept away from him. I might have warrior training, but he still had brute strength on me and he had caught me off guard more than once. He gave me a confused look and then scowled.“What was last night all about?” he shot at me. I didn’t know what he was talking about for a second, but then I remembered briefly seeing faces at the pack house when Elias carried me in. I couldn’t have said whose faces they were. I guessed one was Colton.“It was personal,” I said and shrugged.“I don’t like the way he thinks he has a claim on you,” he said and I rolled my eyes again.“Did
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(Harper’s POV)I looked at myself in the mirror and scowled. Dress comfy! That’s what the note said. I mean, what the fuck did that mean. Dress comfy means pajamas or joggers, but a date required more. What did date comfy mean? I had changed between my skinny black jeans and my black joggers twice now. I huffed at myself in the mirror and pulled my messy bun down and let my hair fall down my back. It was already 5pm, and I was getting annoyed at myself for being such a girl. I sighed. Screw it! Black joggers and a purple sleeveless top. With my hair down and a touch of lip gloss and mascara and I was giving in.I grabbed my mobile phone and headed out the door and bumped straight into a wall of muscle. I looked from the black t-shirt that was pulled tight around the chest to Elias’ smiling face. I got a full on smell of his sea salt and mint scent and I forgot what I was doing as I felt a stirring inside of me. Elias&rsquo
Beyond Beta's Rejection Chapter 56
(Harper’s POV)I woke up the next morning, still wrapped in Elias’ arms. I opened my eyes as Maia hummed content in my head. She seemed louder than ever and happy.“Maia?” I asked in my head and felt her shift around“Not yet,” she said, knowing what I was asking. I mean, after all, she was me. “Not yet, but soon. I can feel it,” and then she curled up and went back to humming. I was suddenly feeling restless, like I did when I was fifteen, before my first shift. It felt like something was trying to break through. Then it was Maia, but that wasn’t it this time, because Maia was already here.I felt Elias move behind me, and he snuggled into me, nuzzling his nose into my neck.
Beyond Beta's Rejection Chapter 57
(Harper’s POV) I looked in the mirror at my reflection and smiled.The full length black dress had a sheer back with diamonds sewn in that looked like they floated on my bare skin and one leg could be seen through the thigh high split. My hair was styled in a curled updo with a few curls trailing down against my shoulders and sparkled with diamond style hair clips. I had my makeup simple with barely a silver sheen across my eyes and cheeks and pale, almost skin tone lip gloss. The only jewellery I wore was the ring that I was unable to remove. I looked at Louise in the mirror, who looked stunning in her silver satin full length dress and I was reminded of ten years ago when we were in my room getting ready for the ball. So much had changed in that time. I was sad that Katie wasn’t here with us, but it had become apparent that the distance between Katie and Louise was more than just time. I had tried to ask Louise about it, but she had just
Beyond Beta's Rejection Chapter 58
(Harper’s POV)My shifting for the first shift wasn’t fun. It was long; it was hard, and it was painful as hell. I remembered back a couple of weeks before my fifteenth birthday; I had started to get a fever. I had been so unwell and couldn’t understand why my parents seemed so excited about it. It was around a week later that I had started to feel the aches around my body adjusting. I had been confused because I had watched my sister’s first shift, and it had seemed like a disappointing event. My parents had gotten excited, of course. Shifting for a wolf is one of our most treasured abilities and always celebrated. But after my sister had shifted, something had changed in the dynamic of the family. Before her shift, my parents would dote upon her every word and she could do no wrong. I had always felt a little out of place, the second child that no one really wanted but had gotten, anyway. I wasn’t mistreated or anything,
Beyond Beta's Rejection Chapter 59
(Harper’s POV)I woke up in Elias’ arms as he was carrying me into the pack house. I was wrapped up in his tuxedo jacket as he snuck in through the back door, through the now darkened kitchen and up the backstairs. The ball was still going strong by the sounds of it, although I had no clue what time it was. We made it to Elias’ room without being spotted, and he smiled at me as he gently put me down on the sofa and kissed the top of my head. I watched as he headed to his large chest of drawers and pulled out a clean t-shirt. He came back over and slipped the jacket off me and helped me with putting the t-shirt on. My whole body ached and felt heavy. Even lifting my arms to concentrated effort.Once the t-shirt was in place, Elias settled on the sofa next to me and pulled me onto his lap. I curled into him, suddenly feeling exhausted again.&nbs
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