Kiel looked at me with his harsh knotted brows. He was in disbelief at what I just asked him and I do understand his reaction because even, I did not expect myself to utter those words. It was just that I am kind of out of myself. This is so embarrassing!
"You mean?" his lips slowly formed a smirk. I gulped and looked away from him.
"I mean nothing."
"Really, huh?"
I nodded my head and went back to cooking. I even heard him chuckle because I look so shy! My face even heated up like it was sunburned! I did not talk while I am eating my dinner at the table while I could feel his teasing look at me. I just want to punch his face because he is pissing me off!
"But really," he said all of a sudden. "I need it right now."
I looked at him, a bit confused. "You need?"
"I need someone in bed."
I bit my lower lip, a bit shocked. "Then you should find some."
"Why? Are not you available?"
I stopped for a moment and gulped the imaginary lump in my throat. I became mute in the meantime because of his words. He was like he also teasing me and it is effective because he is making me feel annoyed and nervous at the same time.
"Why me?"
"Why not you?"
I sipped on my water and looked down at my food. "I am a virgin and I do not want to give myself to anyone whom I do not love."
When I looked at him, I saw how pursed his lips are, a bit shocked. "Virgin, huh? Then that is interesting."
I rolled my eyes. "Just find some girls there that can satisfy you."
"Well," he chuckled. "I just feel the need when you asked me that. This is somehow your fault."
I smirked. "I feel like a goddess because of your boner with just my one question."
He then hissed. "I want a pussy right now to eat."
I bit my lower lip when I felt my stomach twitch,
"And a pussy for me to come."
"How dirty your words are. By the way, can I ask?"
"What is it?"
"Do not you have a girlfriend?"
"I don't have."
"Oh, why is that? Hmm, maybe because you cannot find some that are your type? Or it was just some girls you like that cannot like you?"
"My fiancee died last year ago and no one can just replace her here in my heart."
I stopped chewing my food when he said that all of a sudden. He shrugged his shoulders and looked again at his laptop, trying to busy himself there while feeling in pain. "Why? What happened?"
"Someone just killed her," he simply said. "And good thing I already had revenge. I am now over."
"Revenge? And you are already over? Did the killer already rot in hell?"
He chuckled. "Nah, they died."
I slowly nodded my head and did not ask anymore. I just finished my food before I decided to go back to my room. Before I can get the door open, Kiel called me.
"Why?" I looked at him.
"I will have an alcohol party here in my room tomorrow. I would like to invite you."
"The two of us only?"
"Yeah. I don't have someone that I can drink with here."
I slowly nodded my head and forced a smile. "Alright, then. What time?"
"At night, 7."
"We have nothing to do anymore, right? After you talk to your client, we will just have a rest?"
"Yes. We're free from work for this week."
I nodded my head again and went out already. I felt relieved, knowing that I will not be that busy by this week. Thanks to Kiel though since he thought of having a vacation.
Before I sleep, Zed messages me, asking if I am just doing fine. I told him that I am and then I proceeded to rest myself. I did not do something stressful for today but I feel so tired.
When tomorrow came, I just rest in my unit and had a good sleep. I also waited for 7 in the evening to come since Kiel invited me to a mini party inside his unit. I am excited since I have not drank for the past month, I was too drowned with sadness that I just locked myself in my room to cry all over my heart which is already dying.
Since it will just be Kiel and me, I just simply wore a short and a thin white jacket. I look so good and it feels so refreshing because I do not feel hot, especially since this place is cold.
I went out of my room and went to Kiel's. His unit is not locked again so I went inside. I did not see him in the living room. I just sat on the sofa and waited for him. To kill the time waiting for him, I faced my phone and checked my inboxes and emails.
"You are early."
I looked at Kiel who had just gone out of his room. It was like he just woke up. And again, he is in his boxer shorts. And fuck, what is that? He is fucking hard?
"Y-Yeah," I said, still looking at his boner. "Why the hell are you hard? Did you fucked yourself out there?"
He hissed and looked at his manhood. "This is it when men woke up."
I nodded my head. I want to laugh at both of us because it seems like this kind of topic is just nothing erotic. "But what again? It is already 7 in the evening, man."
"Oh, I did not notice it. I will just get the alcohol in the refrigerator."
I nodded my head and licked my lower lip when he started to walk away. Just by staring at his back, I want him to own me.
When he went back, he put the bottles of alcohol on the table and sat in front of me. I then looked at him with an annoyed expression. "Will not you change your clothes?"
"What for?"
"I am a woman, Kiel. And your -"
"What did you just call me?" his is widened in surprise. I shut my mouth in shame. What the hell? Did I call him Kiel? How careless of me!
"Sorry? Did I say something?"
"You called me."
"Yeah, I did. What's wrong with that? Is Kiel a bad word?" I asked sarcastically. "And oh, maybe you did not like the way I call you -"
"No," he cut me off and added something. "I loved it. Call me that way."
We started to drink silently and I could feel my heart beating so fast while I am looking at Kiel. He is silent sipping on his glass and is looking down at the floor. It was like he is thinking of something deep and I wonder what he is thinking. I just want to go inside his head to know what is going on with him."Are not you tired of staring at me?"I cleared my throat when he asked me that. "I am not staring at you, silly.""You are."I hissed. "I just love the view."He looked at me when I said that. "You loved it, huh? Do you want to just stare at it? Well, do not you want to feel it instead of just looking?"I rolled my eyes. "You are drunk."He chuckled and shook his head. We continued to drink. I admit, later by later, my head started to spin and it was like I am near to losing myself. My alcohol tolerance is not low but not that high either. I guess I still can go through with this."You fine?" Kiel asked when I coughed. I nodded my head as a response and stared at him again.
"Are you fine?"My cheeks heated when Kiel asked that. He was staring at me, holding a tray of food. I gulped and covered my face using a pillow in shame. What the hell? Just what the hell? I did not expect this thing to come. I never imagine this to happen. Fuck it, Talia!"Y-Yeah," I answered, not able to look at him. Embarrassment just started to swallow my being and I just want to fade away right in front of him. "I have to go now."I was about to stand up when he stopped me by heading near me, he then put the tray on the side table. "Stay. Eat this."I looked at the food. My lips then slowly formed a smile when I saw rice and a fried egg and bacon, there is also a glass of milk. Oh, wow. It was like I am a baby and is being fed by her mother. "You cooked this?"He nodded his head. "Yeah."My lips parted. "I thought you don't cook?""Just this once.""For me?"He just nodded his head at me, making me squint my eyes at him. He cooked for me, huh? How nice of him. I did not know he
"I did not know you are this possessive, Kiel."He grinned. "I don't know. I want to see you happy and of course, it is because of me. It is annoying to see that you are so fine without me around.""Hmm, jealousy?""No, I am not. I am not just used to it. Most women like me and just by seeing me, they will give their all. But you? Nah, totally different."My mouth formed an "o" as I nodded my head twice. "You want my attention, then. You are thrilled because I have no interest in you.""You do not have?""Well, before. Now I want to get to know you."He smirked, amused. "I also do.""So, what now?""Maybe we will start it with a date?""To make things work? Well, hmm. We should get started about knowing each other.""Like?""Like asking your favorite color, favorite food, and more."He chuckled and shook his head. "You are funny.""I am serious. What is your favorite color?""Red, dark red. What about yours?"I smiled. "Yellow.""Oh, nice. More on like the sun?""Yep. Sunlight because
"When this week ends, what will happen to us now?"I cannot help but ask him that. When this week will be over, what next should we do? To be like before? Like semi-strangers just talking to each other when it comes to working? We will come back to our place like nothing happened? That we will just forget everything and move on to another chapter of our life? I hate this kind of setup. I mean, there is no even us but there is something between us. That's it.Kiel shrugged his shoulders off. "Go with the flow, I think.""Flow with? There is a possibility that we would not talk to each other anymore after this.""You want that?" he raised his left brow, looking pissed now because of the possibilities that I told him about. I then shook my head as a response."Of course not.""Then we will make things k out. We will not let that pen."I stared at him for a moment. That does that mean me, then? I mean, not that I am assuming but just by his words right now, he does not want to lose connec
"Let's have a date?"I was closing my eyes, sleepy and tired when Kiel sat beside me and hover down to see my face. I covered my face using a pillow so he would not see me. I am shy, I am even blushing! It seems like what happened is nothing he can be shame of because he was acting normal just like what he is used to, except for his word just right now."Date?" I asked him back and buried my face in the pillow. I am naked and my body was just covered with a comforter while he, on the other hand, was just walking around in his boxers. "You want to go on a date with me?""Is not it obvious?" he fired and played with my hair. He even removed some of its strands that are covering my shoulders so he could plant a kiss there. "Don't you want to?""I am tired," I simply said and closed my eyes. I am because we just finished many rounds and I am already sore. He just wrecks me as easily as that and I am loving it."Yeah, I know, I know. Maybe later? Or tomorrow?""Tomorrow? It's morning. Mayb
"I can't believe you!""Hey, Tal! I am serious, come on!"I walked away from Kiel out of annoyance. What did he just say? He will prove himself to me and he will court me? Does he want to be my suitor? What the hell, dude. A CEO and a billion heir want to court a woman like me? I am just nothing but his secretary! I do not have a perfect life — I lack income and I do not have enough money that is why I am forced to be his secretary for me to earn and live life! And he will just be this? Our stand in this world is different. And knowing that he wants to court me makes me see myself as nothing but trash. I am getting less of myself."Shut up, Kiel!" I yelled back and went to the restroom to hide. I leaned against the door and looked up, closing my eyes. Gosh! I can not believe this! He is insane and is unbelievable! I will punch his face off. I am annoyed, nervous, yet thrilled at the same time. Excitement? Nah ah, I am fucking nervous! Not to positive excitement because it will lead me
"What are you thinking about?"I sat on my seat as Kiel guided me to sit. I smiled at him as my thanks before I settled myself on my chair. "Nothing. I just can't believe that we are here together."He also sat on his chair, just right in front of me before he raised his right hand to call for a waiter. While the waiter is getting near us, he tilted his head towards my area. "But you are happy, right?"I nodded my head. "Of course."The waiter already handed us the menu so we checked out to see what is good to eat for now. This is our first date together and I find everything fast. Maybe because of the reason that we were not kids anymore, we get along with each other kind of professional already."What is yours?" Kiel asked me. I scanned my eyes through the food and smiled. I have caught my favorite food. I told what I want and I also tried the food that I am not familiar with. He also told his order and after taking notes, the waiter already left with a bow.I let out a light sigh b
"I miss you already!"I let out a small laugh when Zed seemed so pissed just by hearing his voice from the other line. Yeah, he just can't wait. There are remaining three days. He is getting so impatient. I understand him, though. I also miss him and I wanted to hug him already. I miss Zed."I am having a good time here," I said as a tease at him. That's the truth, though. I am having a good time here with Kiel. "I miss you too, but we have to wait. Are you happy there? Aren't you bored or something?""I am bored as hell. But hey, I am also helping you with the case so yeah, I'm waiting for you here and discuss what I knew."My brows creased and my eyes darted to the wall. "What the hell? Why did you mess with the case? Zed, I don't even need your help -""I know, I know. Tal, I am doing this to entertain myself, okay? You did not ask for my help with this. I just want to do something."I hissed at him. "But make sure you are doing good. Your life might be in danger if you get involve