Chapter Fifty-one

Trigger warning: miscarriage

Alesso

"I. Am. Not. Suffering." I said through gritted teeth trying not to raise my voice at her.

She was not letting the topic go and it was all my fault, I shouldn't have had a slip of tongue. Fuck Alesso, why would you say that, what was I even thinking?

"You are hiding something, Alesso I want to help you but this won't work if you won't open up a bit."

Fuck, fuck, fuck she needs to stop talking.

"I don't want to talk about it, Maria," I could feel my heartbeat go rapidly against my chest and my muscles becoming tight.

Knowing what can happen I walk away from her near the treadmill section while toning out of the conversion and trying to keep calm breathing.

"Why, why don't you want to tell me?" She started walking towards me while raising her voice a bit.

Leave it be, Maria.

"Ignore it, Maria." My chest was heaving as I tried to steady my breathing.

"What do you mean ignore it!? I have been ignoring all the red flags all my life and here you are tel