After what happened between Dante and I yesterday,I have been avoiding Felix.I don't why,maybe because I feel guilty of everything.Guilty because I liked it and didn't pull away.I have staying home with Ireal and preparing for everything, including my music.I'll be recording my first music and when it is a hit,I may have to move to LA.I have been writing the lyrics down,some are from my teenage years and others are from my relationship with Dante.I really hope people will come home.I'll record it at home first to select which beat was good for the song.Dixie brought Ireal to me yesterday evening and she was so excited to see but sad to see Dixie going home.Apparently she and Dixie went to art Fair. My daughter is sucker for arts. She loves to design and paint at a very small age.Dante said she'll grow out of it but I don't think so.Maybe she can be an artist one day,that is if she wants, nobody will be forcing her into something she doesn't want."Mummy,am I ugly"she asks o
Oh Dante hit it right there" I moaned as he thrust into me from behind."Right here..fuck..you feel so good around me" he pounds into me."Oh fuck,oh fuck,oh fuck,I am cumming"I cry out feeling my orgasm near."Cum for me baby. Give me all your juices"he groans going even faster.My vision begins to blur and my shakes as the feeling of ecstasy washes over me.I release all juices and he continues to pound in me chasing after his orgasm.I begin to whimper after coming down from my high,as I am sensitive down there.He cums into me feeling me with his warm seed.Guess I have to buy another plan B.He slowly pulls out of me as I collapsed on the bed and he falls next to me."That was amazing" I smile breathlessly,I am so exhausted."So amazing" he whispers and kisses my lips.Dante has become more affectionate since we started doing this thing and I don't understand him.I bet you all are wondering what brought us here.Well let me recap everything for you.RecapTwo weeks after I reco
Recap continuesThrough out the entire day,I couldn't stop thinking about Dante's offer. I am happy in my relationship,Felix is the man of every woman dreams, sweet,kind, supportive, understanding and loving.Dante on the other hand is the opposite, arrogant,selfish and self centered. He is a type of guy you should stay away from but my heart thinks otherwise.For weeks now, Felix has been professing his love for me but not once did I say it back. I can't say it because I don't Love him,my heart belongs to Dante.I tried so hard to love Felix the way he deserved but I couldn't.I also don't want to break up Felix because everyone seems to like him and he is the ideal guy for me.Urggh now my mind is all in a mess. I really want to go and meet Dante so we can work this out. On the other hand I don't want to hurt Felix cause he actually been good to me.That evening I was so frustrated,I couldn't sleep. Maybe if Felix was here I would have made my discussion pretty easy for me.I toss
I stood there dumbfounded. Is he serious right now.Oh my God what is happening right now.Is he ready for marriage?The real question here is,Am I ready for marriage?"Please Blaire. I promise to make you happy, your father already gave me his blessings. Please make me the happiest man on earth and be my wife. The mother of my children"he pleads and this time I couldn't say no to him.He deserves so much and I don't deserve him.He is so pure and sweet,I am hurting by being with Dante,I will hurting him more if I say yes.Better yet, I'll hurting myself by saying yes because my heart already belongs to Dante.I tried so hard to love him but couldn't bring myself to do it.No amount of time can make me love him.I can't say yes,I just can't.But saying no too will hurt him and my family.My father has grown to like him and he really wants me to be happy after Dante.I look down at him and he looking at me with pleading eyes.I closed my eyes and sniffed a little and reopened them aga
I reached the hotel at 9pm and made my way to the room,our usual spot.I didn't bother knocking,I barged into the room, I saw Dante standing beside the window and his back looked tensed. He was wearing a white shirt and suit pants.He looks like he just returned from work.There a half burnt cigarettes and ashes on the table.What is wrong? Something is wrong."Dante?"I called but he didn't move an inch."Dante is something wrong?"I asked asked again."Why didn't tell me?"he says in a strained voice."What are you talking about Dante? Talk to me"I asked confused and goes to touch him but he flinches as if I burnt him.What is happening!He turns to face me and I gasp at his appearance.His face is distraught,his eyes are blood shot and his shirt is disheveled,along with his undone tie.He throws his phone on the table and the content caught my eyes.BILLIONAIRE HEIRESS OF ANDERSON EMPIRE AND MUSICIAN TO BE MARRIED TO HER SWEET HEART.It reads and my heart skips a beat,my fingers begi
For the past two weeks I have been focusing on my tour and Ireal.We spent most of our time together,I spent less time with Felix because I needed my space and because he is overwhelming me with the wedding preparation.Which is happening this Saturday.I decided to go on with marriage because Ireal needed a stable home and although Felix wasn't her real father,he loved her to every bit.I might never get over Dante but I'll learn to love Felix.Well everything depends on the test I am taking right now.A pregnancy test.I've missed my period the last month and this month too.I didn't want to get ahead of myself but if I am indeed pregnant then it might be for Felix or Dante.I slept with them on the same day without protection.Then I'll have to do a paternity test to confirm who is the father.I am in the bathroom right now pacing back and forth, anxiously biting my nails.A minute more before I can check,thank God Felix is downstairs with Ireal.What am I going to do when it is po
I stare at myself in the mirror,it reminds of my first wedding with Dante.I wasn't happy, I missed my bio mom that day.But today is different, although I wasn't sad,I wasn't happy either.My dress is simple plain white dress and it off-the-shoulders with tiny strap bands.I wore the necklace my mom wore on her wedding with my dad for good luck.Hair and makeup was natural.It wasn't any big flashy wedding, just a simple wedding by the lake side.Only family and friends are attending and a few of my employees at Marielle.Chanel and Dixie were my only bride's maid. Chanel was the maid of honor.I didn't have many close friends."You look amazing" Chanel whispers from beside me."Thank you"I tell her still staring at my reflection."Do you want to do this? Are you sure?"she asks worriedly"Yes. He moved on. He couldn't fight for me. It was a losing game, we were toxic for each other and I now realized that" I tell her almost on tears and she sighs and hugs me from behind."I hope you
Empty.That is what I am feeling right now. That is what I have been feeling for the past month.I couldn't go anywhere,not that I wanted to. Anywhere I went the paparazzi was following me.For the past month,the internet and the headlines of every show had my name in it.My cheating scandal was everywhere and people who didn't even know me were commenting bad stuff about me.I had to pull Ireal out from school for while so she could be home school because they were after her too.Chanel didn't want Ireal to be alone,so as a supportive best friend she was she also pulled Azrael from school so they could both home school.But this week has been alot better because they talk about it less. I think Dante has done something about it.I am really physically and mentally exhausted. People even begun comparing me to my mother.This scandal really affected Marielle but Chanel being in charge,she bounced the company back up.My bump is out just a little bit, I don't know what to do.My dad sug