I'm not sure where Laura is, she was meant to meet me in the cafeteria ten minutes ago, but she's yet to appear.
Billy and his friends are here though, there's no missing them, they're so loud, laughing and joking around with one another.
Our eyes meet across the room and he gives me a smile that reminds me why I wanted him so much last night. I look down and the next moment he's dragging out the chair beside me and resting his feet on it while sitting on the table.
"Well hey there. If you're on your own you can come sit with us?" He pushes my hair behind my ear and leans down to kiss me. I wasn't expecting that, we may have slept together but I don't know what that means and I definitely didn't expect him to be quite so openly affectionate. "Or, if you're not hungry, we could find something else to do."
Elsie's a sexy little freak, I can't get enough of her. It's been a few days since she sucked me off with my dad in the room and although we've been fooling around, I've not got her back for that yet. It can't be too obvious, I don't want to think about how my dad will react if he finds out I'm sleeping with her, but it needs to be at least equivalent to the awkwardness of what she did. "In her bathroom." Shane suggests when I ask the guys for ideas. "Me and Rory were in the shower once, in the middle of it and her mum knocked on the door, completely unaware that I was in there. We stopped obviously, it kind of ruined the moment, but if that's the sort of thing you're after, as long as you're quiet you could definitely get her off." "Or you could have her in your dad's room while they're in the house. Or do it do
We get back to the table about ten minutes before my mum and William arrive, it's so obvious what they've been doing. His hair and clothes are mussed where they'd been perfectly straight before and he's sporting a rather large hickey on his neck, which looks out of place on a man his age."Sorry, there were barely any parking spaces." He says and my mum sniggers beside him, I glance over at Billy to see if he looks as obviously post coital as his dad, but he just looks like regular Billy. Handsome, rugged and tempting.Jeez, I can feel myself getting wet again just looking at him. Think of something else. Ok, so Henry VIII had sex wives, divorced, Catherine of Aragon, beheaded Anne Boleyn, died, Jane Seymour, divorced, Anne of Cleves, beheaded, Catherine Horward, survived, Katherine Parr.
Aurora and Shane and a bunch of her other cadets meet us in the car park of the camp and I figure it might actually be a bit of a laugh this week. Some guy dressed in a green marine uniform comes over, pulling Aurora into a hug and I see Shane stiffen, eyes narrowing at the guy. Ok, we don't like this guy. The guy turns to the other cadets, greeting them all by name and then Aurora is stepping beside him, introducing us to Sam Guilford, the marine who helped her organise this event for everyone. He places his hand on her back, offering Shane his hand to shake and now I definitely don't like him. Aurora's either too in love with Shane or just completely oblivious to see w
Laura is acting really weird, she told me she was still asleep when I arrived, but she's fully dressed and keeps glancing at the stairs like someone might appear at any moment. "Are your parents home?" I ask, confused because their cars weren't in the drive, nor was Dane's and he's so loud we'd know if he was home anyway. "No, why? Did you hear something?" Her eyes dart up to my face and I frown, leaning forward to rest my hand on top of hers. "Laura, what's going on? You're really jumpy." "Nothing, nothing. I'm not jumpy, just tired, I didn't sleep well last night, that's all. I'm just tired." She says, her words coming out too fast. The last time she was like this, she was being bullied by Carrie Lawson for daring to buy the same school shoes as her and it to
This has been the longest week of my life and as much as I've enjoyed myself, the forces is definitely not for me. I dying to get home and into my own bed, preferably with Elsie too so I really hope my dad has taken the whore out somewhere. We're just about to leave when one of the Marines calls Luke back, telling him Lieutenant Randle wants to see him before he goes. I've got to hand it to Luke, he's had a tough fucking week and he's handled it better than I would have, I'm not sure I'd still be here, but Luke wanted to prove to the guy that he won't be bullied and scared off, I'm not sure if that's from this or from Cleo. Maybe it's both? Surprisingly when he comes back, he's smiling and he taps the top of my car with his hand.
Billy's been back a few weeks now and we've fallen into a regular routine of one of us pretending to be out so we can sleep over in each other's room.Laura's still secretly doing whatever with The Four and my mum and William have eased up on the loud displays during the night. In fact everything seems to have reached some sense of normality, or at least consistency.I can't say I'm disappointed that Billy's decided against the army, a week felt long enough to be away from him, let alone months at a time, and that's the moment I realise I'm thinking about him in a long term way, not only that but in a long term relationship manner and I'm not sure that's even feasible, let alone what I want?I feel like I need to talk to him about this, but the sooner I talk to him, the sooner I need to address this issu
Elsie fell asleep quite quickly in my arms, the redness on her cheek has faded so you wouldn't even know it was there. But my rage is teetering on the surface, she was hurt and I'm almost positive it was her mum that hurt her, I just don't know why.I don't even know how to find out without revealing that I was here and that I care so much, which is making me even more angry and although I think I may have fallen asleep for a few hours, I'm wide awake now and it's still dark."Morning." She turns towards me when she finally wakes up, stretching and yawning, then smiling at me, as though she hasn't got a care in the world.She presses her lips to mine, pushing on my shoulder so I lie down and she can roll on top of me."Good morning." I grin, my mood lifting considerably
Billy and I seem to have gotten into a nice little routine when it comes to sleeping together, as in actually sleeping, we don't even have to pretend we're not in the same house anymore, we just wait for my mum and William to go to bed and then one of us sneaks across the hallway, making sure to lock the bedroom door so we don't get walked in on while asleep.I've not yet worked out what to tell my mum about the camping trip yet, but I've got to do it today since we're meant to be leaving tomorrow.In the end I get Billy to drop me at Laura's so I can ask her for any ideas."Why don't you say we're going together? I could tell my parents the same and go stay in a hotel for the week." She blushes and I'm fairly sure she's got plans of her own forming in her mind that involve The Four.