012: There's no day like Monday

×Anastasia×

So it might be a bit of an over kill for me to be sitting outside my front door waiting for Griffin to arrive. When I got his text, I got so anxious due to the lack of sleep I didn't know what to do with myself. Thank God there's such a thing call make up, and designer clothes.

They're my armor. With them I feel stronger. Protected and hidden from how truly scared, alone, and depressed I am.

Once I was dressed, and covered in the only comfort I have. I packed my backpack with the items I need for today, and hurried outside.

Griffin said he would be picking me up in three hours. Two hours have gone by, I should be eating breakfast but I don't feel hungry. I can only think about Vanessa, and what Monday has in store for me.

Because I know things are going to get lighter.

The door behind me creeks open, and I don't have to turn to know Alexis just stepped out. Her heels graze the floor, with a painful noise.

"Hi," she says, crouching to my level.

"Hey."

"So, I need yo