31: Fixing it

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Dell is pissed at me, and so is Anastasia, and shockingly Luciana. I'll admit that I shouldn't have said those things to Ana. She said she was in danger, and I was so fucking pissed at my father that I carried that anger over to her. And now she won't even look at me.

I guess I should be happy. Instead, I feel like crap. Dell has been quiet, he doesn't respond to anything that I do. I know that I've messed up but I don't know how to fix it. I was angry, I let my rage take over.

She said she can't trust that I won't turn on her. And truthfully, I understand that. I can't trust that I won't turn my back on her unless we address the reason why I'm mean to her.

Not my father, no that conversation doesn't need to leave my home. Anastasia is kneeling by one of the rose bushes and digging up the soil. She's analyzing the patch of damaged flowers and I don't get the purpose of that but it's whatever.

I knocked on the gate, in hopes of getting her attention. If she forgives me, so w