Long night and the same day greeted me. I purposely took a walk in the garden to enjoy the morning atmosphere. Some were still asleep, enjoying the late-night celebrations. I don't know what kind of activity they will do next. To be sure, Eliz and I missed the fireworks last night.
I was uncomfortable with Eliz, and then she said that fireworks would be held again at the closing of the celebration. Eliz accompanies me until I calm down. She has shown how much he cares for me. Eliz appreciates my sad self. My feet stepped aimlessly while my eyes enjoyed the scent of dew soaking the tree leaves.
With a heavy heart, I was tempted to join the dinner with Noah and the others. I tried to dodge. I pretended to have a stomachache so Noah wouldn't ask me to come to dinner that evening. But Noah tickled me until I was short of breath-holding the deli all over me. I sat beside Noah, feeding my food roughly. Jasmin and Dori sit beside their respective Alpha. Only William sat without a partner. Huh, I don't feel sorry for William at all. The more I saw William's face always smiling arrogantly at me, the more disgusted and bored I became."You know Grisella? Your howls are very melodious," said Jasmine. I returned the compliment with a friendly smile. Several times Noah always touched my shoulder as if asking if I was all right. And at that time, I replied to Noah with a sweet smile even though I already wanted this dinner to end quickly."Jasmine is right. I got goosebumps. I asked Abigail, is that really your howl? Abigail was even amazed to hear your howling." Dori pra
The memory of the past makes me sweat while reminiscing about it. How I was thrown out of myself that something became nothing. I was silent for a long time when the question that used to be answered just like that. I mean, it's about my disease which they say is rare. These are only signs that I have shown my identity as a werewolf. But at that time there was a possibility that because Ava was sealed, I was tortured. Regardless of all that, I will still look for things that still feel strange. Too long dwelling in doubt will only get me into another problem, and I am trapped in an endless dark tunnel."Grisella? Hey come on. Are you daydreaming again?" eliz rocked my body. I realized and let go of my daydream "sorry, suddenly I reminisced about my past" I replied. Eliz stroked my shoulder "is it so hard?" eliz shared her concern. I smiled while shaking my head "Not really. Hey we have to go back to the mansion. Come on" I stood up and grabbed Eliz's hand. Before I had time t
Grisella POVI didn't think this day would come too. I walked down the street to return to my house. Eliz and I deliberately set out before dawn to avoid prejudice from the other packs. Noah, who helped me and saw me go. While my back left Noah. It's like a farewell filled with drama, but later I will also return to the mansion."Are you worried about Noah? hahahah he's the Alpha. He's the one who's worried about you right now," Eliz teased me. I smiled faintly "more like something is missing. But never mind, I'll be back there too. So you've been around in the human city, right Eliz? "I asked for certain. Eliz grinned as she scratched her head "I have indeed been to a human city. I went around enjoying atmosphere there to find my mate. But I never interacted with the human," said Eliz honestly."What? why don't you interact with a human? that means you ...?" I said stopped when Eliz nodded her head firmly "well, I as well as the others keep my distance. More pr
Grisella POVThe dinner was awkward. I was like a stranger even though I knew my house well. I don't know how long it has been since I came here. Not much chatter happened at dinner. Until late at night, when the others were asleep. I asked Claudia to keep talking to me in the back garden. Of course, I made sure things were safe first. I have something to share only with Claudia."I did not expect everything that happened. sometimes I feel alive in a dream world. But after I saw your change, it all came true. I was hit by a reality that I didn't understand. What do you want to do now? "Claudia asked. The fundamental question that I often ask myself.I took a deep breath, for a moment, thought of the correct answer. My eyes circle the forest border if I usually see a black fog covering the forest. Now everything is visible for every corner of the woods. I can hear night animals singing from all over the place. "Claudia, do you know what I was thinking all the way
Grisella POVI have no other choice to escape. Like a rock that is hit by a raindrop, the longer it will crack. At first, my life was all about being famous for my pride. But fate seemed to overtake me and lead me through that reality. I no longer intend to go through the winding road. All I see before my eyes right now is just a straight path.I let my parents rest first, even though they wondered what's wrong with me, significantly since my irises have changed, white hair is visible in the middle of my black hair. This change was too real for them even if they closed their eyes. After a few hours, I was just silent, waiting for my parents to unwind from the trip."Do you want me to leave here?" Eliz asked when I sat in my room staring at the view of the forest from behind my bedroom window "what?" I asked in shock. Eliz shrugged "maybe you need time with the people here. I'm just a new person. I don't want to interfere in your business," said Eliz. I shook my
Grisella POV"Mom, open this door and talk to me. Open the door mom? "I shouted, pounding on the door of the room. Everyone asked me to calm down. I've been banging on my mom's door for an hour. I want to solve this problem as soon as possible. But my mom covered her ears in the room, pretending not to hear me."hey Girl, calm down. I will also try to talk to your mom," said my dad. I sighed heavily "when? I'm getting impatient," I said firmly. Margaret held my arm "Please, give a little more time for your mother," said Margaret. "Arghhh," I shouted irritably and went to the back garden. I lay my body on the grass in the yard and looked up at the evening sky. time flies so quickly as if it doesn't give me a chance to pause. The seconds of the hour took away everything that had passed into the memory."I'm already curious, what's the problem that you and your parents fight?" Claudia asked, seeing me. Claudia b
Grisella POVThere was no other choice. My mom gave in after time passed with my patience. I was helpless to see my mom, who sat leaning on the sofa. Her eyes were swollen from crying. Her face was pale and wistful. I know it's wrong if I push hard. that's why I relented and waited for my mom to calm down. But somehow, I have to find an answer. Why? Because I have to make choices about how I live my life in the future. Which side I deserve to hold for my good and the others"Okay Mom, I'm sorry, for being like this. but, this all can not be separated from you and Dad. So, I need to know the truth. Am I wrong?. You know how hard I struggled to escape the slump. Many problems have occurred. I need an explanation so that this time I can make my choice. "I have a heart to heart talk with my mom.My mom raised her head and looked at me with her sad eyes. Claudia, my Dad, Maria, Margaret, and Eliz must have also fe
Grisella POVAfter hearing the long story about my life, I fell silent. I focus on thinking about myself. Where should I take the steps? How do I respond to all of this ?. I am confused by the feelings I feel. Should I be disappointed because it turns out that the dad I thought was my father was not my birth father? Or should I feel proud that I'm Oconal's real child ?. Who on the Pack realizes I'm Oconal's kid. Did marlin realize this ?."Hi?" Eliz said to me. She approached me when I sat right at the edge of the forest and backyard. I smiled slightly. The point is I still don't feel my enthusiasm back. I let Eliz sit beside me, but I had no intention of opening the conversation. I'm just silent and lost in my thoughts. I don't know how many minutes passed before Eliz dared to chat with me "you know? it's not bad," said ElizI turned to eliz "what?" I asked. Eliz showed a smile "about your life. You are spec