For a moment I doubted my decision. For a moment I was unsteady. For a reason that I don't know. Am I afraid Lara may fall for that girl? Now some pieces of the puzzle were starting to connect. I remember the last time I called and ask about Lara.. I guess that day Dalhia lied when she said Lara was already not with her. But still, all I want is for Lara to be safe. Even if that means I'm gonna lose her for good. She will never know that everything I have for her is real. That sucks yet worth it... [DEENA DY]I'm on my way sa office ng CEO. According to Claudette, she asked for me. Professional akong magtrabaho at isa pa wala siyang mapapala sa akin kung ano mang entertainment ang habol niya. It's only one year contract so mabilis lang ang panahon. Hindi ko mamamalayan tapos na. Wala ng rason para alalahanin kung magkukrus ba ang landas naming dalawa. Nang nasa harap na ako ng pinto nito agad akong kumatok ng walang pag iisip. Nagsalita naman ito kaya pumasok na ako. "Good mor
[DEENA DY]I felt like a thorn was pulled out of my throat when that girl was no longer in front of me. I gasped, going back to what she said earlier. Is all that really true? And if yes, what will her ex-girlfriend would do to me?! Thinking about that makes me even more annoyed. Hell?! Me?? Kissing her?? Oh damn.. No.. I hissed as I remember that gross. It's very clear that she kissed me not the other way around. Now, I'm in danger? For Pete's sake, I was the victim here.. Like what the hell?! But still, the threat won't knock me down. A daughter of a gangster?? What a bluff. If I knew Piper just making it sounds ridiculous. What?? Are they gonna kill me? Torture? Abduct? Lock me up at an anonymous place? With that thought again I heave. Piper really just wants to play on me, burying those horrendous thoughts in my innocent mind. It's a no no no.. I will not be led by her bullshit. But then in the back of my mind, I think twice and a pinch of concern hit me. What if something
Matapos ng workout lumabas nga kami ni Bailey. Timing naman dahil may malapit lang na bar. "So, anong work mo dito?" Tanong niyang may pag ngiti ng makaupo kaming dalawa sa may stool ng bar counter. Napansin ko ang madalas niyang pag ngiti. Paraan niya ba yun para mag pa cute sa mga bagong babaeng nakikilala niya? Is that his way to get me and make me feel comfy with his presence? And when that happened his real intention will be revealed under my unconscious self.Heto nanaman ako sa suspicious mind ko. Siguro dahil sa hindi magandang karanasan ko sa past. "Model.." Sagot ko na may pagtaas ng kilay kasunod ang pag inom ko sa alak na inorder niya. Parang kanina lang sinasabi kong kailangan kong alisin ang alak sa sistema ko pero heto ako ngayon kasama ang lalaking kanina ko lang nakilala, umiinom. Habang nagkukwento siya tumatakbo naman sa isip ko ang mga old happy days namin ni EL. To be honest I miss her so much at kung hindi ako uuwing nakainom for sure the whole night wala na
[DEENA DY] Bagsak ang katawan kong nagpunta ng banyo at pinihit pabukas ang shower. Umiiyak pa din akong dinama ang malamig na pag agos ng tubig sa buong katawan ko. Fuck her! Sinamantala niya ang kahinaan ko. Why? Ganun ba kababa ang tingin niya sakin dahil inaya ko siyang mag sex before? Siraulo lang ako ng mga oras na yun pero hindi ibig sabihin may karapatan na siyang gawin ito sa akin.. That Piper Chapman will definitely regret this. Gaganti ako. Hindi ako papayag na ganun ganun na lang nakuha niya ang gusto niya ng wala akong kalaban laban. I'm gonna make sure she will fall for me and then after that I'm gonna cheat. "So how's your sleep?!" Bungad sa akin ni Claudette. Kumunot ang noo ko ng maalala kung paano akong nagising. Kung saan akong nagising at kung paano akong nakauwi. Kinailangan ko pang labhan ang damit ko dahil sa sobrang baho nun. Pinatuyo ko sa dryer saka ko lang naisuot. "Wala kang schedule today.. Piper canceled everything. You may go now.." Umakyat ang
[PIPER CHAPMAN] Nang magising ako gabi na. 10 pm na sa watch ko. Tinawagan ko si Claudette kahit alam kong baka tulog na to. I'm worried about Deena for a reason I don't know. Or perhaps iniisip ko ang gagong si Bailey. What if nagkita sila ulit? But I told him to stay away from my girlfriend. Muntik ng mapasama si Deena sa mga victims ni Bailey, mabuti na lang at nakita ko siya bago pa man siya maisakay ng kotse ni Bailey. I don't care if they are a thing.. It doesn't mean you can do whatever to a girl just because she's your girlfriend. Agad naman nagpaubaya si Bailey ng sabihin kong girlfriend ko nga si Deena. That's how we ended up at the hotel nearest to the area. I changed her clothes and yeah I saw partly not all of her body but I tried to keep my eyes shut. I didn't rape her.. What the hell is she thinking? "What's up?" "Can you call.. Amm.. Can you call her? Make sure she's fine.." "Call who?!" Halata sa boses nito na nagising ko nga siya. "Deena. Call Deena.." Bahag
[ELIZABETH PATRICIA MEYER] My nightmare got worse when the honeymoon after the wedding proceeded. I don't know anymore what to do. I felt like, I wanted to end my life rather than spend the rest of it with this psycho. We are on our way to the airport, and I want to jump out of the car, but I'm too fragile. "Don't you think this is too much?!" I said, turning to him but then averted my gaze. "What are you crying about, EL? After a wedding, of course, next would be the honeymoon." I hissed at his words. I can't believe this is really happening. He is really out of his mind, completely nuts, insane, crazy. A mad person. Or should I say a beast? "This isn't real, Elton. Why are you doing this? Lara is no longer here to witness all your shits, so stop," Shivering, I pointed up. "I won't accept loss, I shouldn't be the only one to suffer. What do you think of me? Stupid? If I let you go do you think you won't chase her? Look for her. You are the reason kung bakit kami nasira ni Lara.
[DEENA DY] I was heading home when Claudette saw me in the lobby. I stopped, walking when she called. "Deena, hold up.." "Yeah?" I turned to face her. "Nakalimutan kong sabihin sayo. Your accommodation will be provided by the company."Kumunot ang noo kong nakatingin lang sa kanya. It never happened in the past. Companies don't really provide a place for their employees/models. "Anytime pwede ka ng lumipat." Sunod nitong sinabi. Tumango lang ako. "Okay, Claudette. Tatapusin ko lang ang one-month that I already paid for, staying at the tower hotel." Paliwanag ko. "And hey!" Tawag niyang muli ng makaharap at akma na sana akong aalis. "I'm glad you are safe. Good Piper saw you before Bailey could do something bad to you." Napaisip ako. "That guy was indeed won't do anything good, Deena." Nakatingin lang akong nag iisip pa din sa mga naririnig ko. "You better stay away from him before it's too late."Anong sinasabi niya? Bailey from what I see and feel about him, he's way too far
[PIPER ELOIZE CHAPMAN]After my last talk with Deena, I avoided, seeing her again. I was still in a state that could not believe how this girl thought about me. How dare she! Halos lumabas ang dibdib ko sa frustration. Dapat ata hinayaan ko na lang siya mapahamak sa mga kamay ni Bailey. Pero maisip ko pa lang ang bagay na yun. Ang maangkin siya ni Bailey may kung anong bigat na sa kalooban ko.Babae rin ako. Every innocent girl doesn't deserve that scheme of taking advantage. Those like Bailey should not stay in the world which becomes cruel because of them ruining it. A sigh of despair came out of my mouth. Ayokong lugmukin yung sarili ko kaya naisip kong lumabas kasama si Claudette. "Akala ko hindi ka na magpaparamdam. It does not suit you, Piper." Nagpunta kami sa isang bar. I focus on my drink rather than on her rant. Sanay na sakin si Claudette. She already witnessed and saw every different side of me. From being a hopeless romantic to this shitty shade of me. Since my firs