17Napatitig ako sa kotseng iyon habang bumababa sa kotse ni Kael. Nakapasok na ako sa loob ng coffee shop, pero palingon-lingon pa rin ako sa kotseng iyon. "Okay, Miss Aliyah. Maupo po muna kayo," sambit ng nasa counter.Naglakad ako papunta sa lamesa na malapit sa bintana. Naupo rin si Kael sa harap ko, pero ang mata ko ay bumabalik sa kotse iyon. Hindi lumalabas ang nakasakay roon, pero sigurado akong kay Middix iyon. Napaayos ako sa pagkakaupo nang bumukas ang pinto ng kotse at tama nga ako. I saw him again! Seryoso itong pumasok sa coffee shop. Nagtama ang mata namin, pero mabilis lang iyon dahil nagtungo siya sa counter."Aliyah, I'm talking to you," napasulyap ako kay Kael at hindi maiwasang magulat. Sa kakatitig ko kay Maddix ay hindi ko namalayan na may sinasabi pala si Kael."Huh? Ano 'yun?" Takang tanong ko sa kanya.Nakatalikod si Kael sa counter kaya hindi niya nakikita si Maddix. If he saw Maddix right now, alam kong alam niya na siya 'yun. Hindi ko maiwasang sulyapan
18"Nakinom ka," sambit nito habang malumanay na dinadantayan ng halik ang leeg ko.I closed my eyes at the tickle he made me feel with every kiss. It adjusted to sitting, and then there was something poking me in my middle part. Damn! Sumakto sa gitna ko. Sa pagkababae ko. Nasa magkaibang bahagi ang paa ko kaya naupo ako mismo sa kandungan niya, and I know what that thing is poking at me right now.He groaned when I tried to feel the thing between us more. I was grinding in his top, and he made me feel and enjoy the sensation. Hinawakan niya ang magkabilang bewang ko para patigilin sa paggalaw at paggiling sa taas niya."Baby, stop what you are doing," paos na sambit niya mula sa leeg ko, but I didn't stop. He tried many times to stop me, hanggang sa magsawa siya at dahan-daha nang ibinaba ang tali ng dress sa balikat ko. He started kissing me in my neck, hanggang sa balikat ko. Tinagilid ko ang ulo para mas mahalikan ako.Ang isang kamay niya ay pumasok na sa ulit sa laylayan ng dre
19"Because an 18-year-old avoids me after knowing that I have a fiance, I back out of that marriage. Yes, Baby. I don't know why Freya is calling me now, but she's not my fiance anymore."He come closer to me and held my chin, giving me a smack kiss. "Nagbibiro ka lang diba?" Hindi makaniwalang tanong ko sa kanya nang makabawi ako sa nakakagulat na sinabi niya.Mataman niya akong tinitigan. "Anong makukuha ko kapag nagbiro ako ngayon?" Pabalik na tanong niya."T-To get me! Of course you want my body. You guys are like that. You always say you're single, but the truth is, you're not!"Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay."Sa barko pa lang, kaya ko na kunin ang katawan mo---""So sinasabi mo na easy girl ako?!" Nag-init ang ulo ko at tinulak siya, pero hindi man lang siya lumayo. Namilog ang labi niya ay nakita ko ang pagkamangha sa mukha."Ghad, baby. That's not what I mean," natatawang sambit niya.Hindi ako nagsalita at masamang tingin lang ang ipinukol ko."And what did you say? It's just
20Kinabukasan ay nakangiti pa ako habang pababa. Paano ba naman, paggising ko ay nakatanggap agad ako ng mensahe galing kay Maddix.Maddix:Goodmorning. I hope I have my good morning kiss right now from my girlfriend.Ghad! Wala sa itsura niya ang magsabi ng ganito tuwing umaga! Girlfriend? That's it! Damn! I'm really his girlfriend. Naging kami sa mismong birthday ko. Dahan-dahang nawala ang ngiti sa labi ko nang makita kung sino ang kasama nila sa dining table. Nadatnan ko sa hapag sila Kael at Tito Alfredo. My cousins are already in the dining at pare-pareho nanamang busangot ang mukha. Kahit hindi sabihin ay alam kong dahil iyon kay Kael.Tito is here, and even without asking, I seem to know why he was here so early. He is going to ask about my plan."Goodmorning!" Masayang bati ni mama kaya umawang ang labi ko. I never saw her this happy in the morning. I couldn't hide the shock from my face, so she laughed and kissed me on the forehead."Your Tito Alfredo wants to talk to you
21Maddix:Busy?I stared at my phone. It's been many days since that day that me and Tito Alfredo talked. I was busy the next few days because of our graduation. Maddix knew about it, so he said that we just keep texting and calling in the night.He said that I should focus on my graduation, marami kasing inaasikaso dahil nga malapit na. Yes, we did that for weeks, calling and texting, but I'm not the one who texted first. I did my best not to text him first, not to be thirsty for his attention. I tried my best to wake up from my illusion that everything was alright, na ayos lamg kung mahalin ko siya because I knew it wouldn't be okay. Kahit kailan hindi magiging maayos na nagkakagusto ako sa taong dapat ay kinamumuhian ko.Mahalin? Napabuntong hininga ako sa naisip na iyon. Hirap akong aminin iyon, But every time I'm with him these past few days, every time I talk to him through phone calls, I know, alam ko kung ano ang nararamdaman ko.Some days, we meet. We just ate, and that's i
22 Fiance. Of course, it's Freya! Akala ko ba hindi na niya Fiance si Freya? The bouncer tried to stop me when I suddenly entered, but I heard Hilary stop the bouncer and say something. Wendell also tried to stop me, but I had already entered. He's here? Hindi na ako nagulat nang halos lahat ng nakakakita sa'kin ay napapatingin. Naka uniform ako at may ID pa sa ganiyong lugar, but I don't care. I hate you, Maddix! Ano? Pagkatapos mong magdala ng babae sa condo mo, bumalik ka pa talaga rito para makasama ang Fiance mo! Halos mangilid ang luha sa mata ko nang mamataan ko siyang nakaupo roon, katabi ang isang babae. Paniguradong si Freya iyon. Ang fiance niya. That girl whispering something to Maddix at kitang-kita ko ang panakaw-nakaw na hawak ng Freya na 'yun. Nahagip ako ng tingin ni Maddix na mabilis ding naalis, pero napasulyap ulit siya sa'kin at kitang-kita ko na hindi niya iyon nagustuhan. "What are you doing here?" Tanong agad niya na mas nagparamdam sa'kin ng pagkamuhi. Na
23 "This is a fucking kidnapping!" Sigaw ko nang makapasok siya sa driver seat. Umurong lahat ng luha sa mata ko sa gulat sa biglaan niyang pagbuhat sa'kin. He just gave me a serious look and started the engine. "Ano ba! Uuwi na nga ako! We're done. You heard what I said a while ago. Let's stop this bullshit---" "Isa pang mura mo, makikita mo," iritang sambit niya. Imbes na matakot sa banta niya ay nagpatuloy ako sa pagbulyaw sa kanya. "Eh saan mo ba ako dadalhin? Can't you see? I hate you right now! Manloloko! Sabi mo hindi mo na fiance yung babaeng 'yun, pero magkasama kayo---" He cut me again. "We just met there. I wasn't with her the whole time, and I told you, she's not my fiance anymore!" His eyes were bloodshot after saying that. "And you really think na maniniwala ako? Mapapaniwala mo ako? Tanga ba talaga ang tingin mo sa'kin?" I laughed mockingly after that. Umigting lang ang panga niya sa sinabi ko at hindi na nagsalita. "Ibaba mo na ako. Magtataxi ako." I wait him
24WARNING SPG!!R-18+I'm already sitting in the sink. My legs are parted, and he is standing in front of me, in the middle of me. I moaned when I felt his one hand holding me tight. I'm wearing my uniform, and it's a skirt. From the hem, I felt his hand slip in there.My hand moved spontaneously to find the buttons of the blouse uniform I was wearing. He noticed that, so he moved away and pressed his forehead against mine. He stared at that until he helped me remove it. Siya na rin ang kusang naghubad non sa'kin. He even removed my bra, which made him see my twin peaks.I know that this is not the first time he has seen a woman naked in front of him. At his age, there are definitely many women who are willing to be naked in front of him at paligayahin siya. Bigla akong nahiya dahil paniguradong wala akong panama sa mga iyon. Using my hand, I tried to hide my two peaks, pero naunahan ako ng mga labi niya. Ibinaba niya ang sarili at isinubo ang isang bundok sa dibdib ko.Napakapit ang