Chapter 78 I AM NOT JEALOUS

There's a large chair in the garden. Damon and I sat on it, embracing each other and staring at the stars. We both sat down quietly, only looking up. Damon on the other hand was comforting me, because I had cried a lot.

A lot of people will probably call me an idiot for accepting him again even if it's a trial for him. I don't think I have the strength to fight anymore. I can't hide it any longer.

I love him. I want to be with him. Even if I am too scared that something might happen again. I want to try again with him. Not just for myself but for my son's sake. He keeps secretly rooting for us together.

If my child could forgive his father, I think I should I do the same and try forgiving him. I looked at him and our eyes met. He didn't take his eyes off me the entire time.

"Do you need anything? Are you hungry? Anna prepared dinner for us." He asked, his voice sounded concerned.

I shook my head, "I am hungry but not now. Let's just start like this for a little while more."

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