Chapter 18I feel the weight of my whole body. I couldn't move properly, especially with Damon's arm around my waist. I woke up early or maybe I was just not used to it because I woke up with Damon still next to me.I think this is the first time I saw him sleeping next to me. I couldn't help but look at his face. It's funny because even when he's asleep he still looks stuck. His forehead was furrowed as if even in his dream he had an enemy. But even so, he is still very handsome.Shit! I am fantasizing about him!I closed my eyes tightly as I remembered everything that happened last night. I can't deny that I loved everything that happened last night. I also did not think that in one moment I would be given my all to him. I never thought it would come to the point that I would have sex with a man, but I don't know why when it was Damon who kissed me, I couldn't stop anymore.I took a deep breath and decided to get out of bed. I don't think I can face him after everything that happene
Chapter 19Just like he said, he took me to the conference room where the private meetings between the Alpha King, Council, and Elders are held. As if in the world of people, they are the Government.I don't even know why Damon included me here. That's why as we walked down the hall to the conference room I couldn't stop asking."What is your meeting usually all about?" I ask."Just about the kingdom and its people," he answered briefly."Why are you taking me there? I have nothing to contribute to that," I said."It's because you are the Luna of this kingdom. The day will come when your work for the kingdom will be even greater," he explained.If so, like him, should I also be concerned about the kingdom? Should I also be smart in leadership? I've never been a leader! Even at school, I was one of the failing students! So, I don't know how Damon says it!The guards opened the big door and a huge room opened up to me. I couldn’t help but blinked twice because I couldn't believe that th
Chapter 20I don't know why I'm crying right now. He’s so annoying! I shouldn't be crying! What I'm crying for is not worth it so I shouldn't be crying like this! But why can't I stop myself from getting hurt?Why am I here now in the bathroom crying alone? I don't even understand myself anymore. It seems like just the other day I was crying because I wanted to leave this place and be with my Mommy but now, I'm crying because of something so useless.I turned on the faucet even louder so no one could hear me crying inside. It's just sad to think that now that I want to help, when now that I want to be a part of this place Damon will interfere.Why? Is it bad that I organize his brother's death anniversary? Or the girl he first loved? I chuckled to myself. Is that really what I'm crying about or something else? Am I crying because I have confirmed that until now there is a woman...that Damon loves?But I shouldn't care about that! But why am I hurting?! My only role here is to act as h
Chapter 21Damon almost dragged me into our room as I struggled. I feel so guilty for Anna. I didn't know that Damon said something like that to her and yet she broke it for me! And I can't let Damon do anything bad to her!"Let her go Damon and let me go!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, but he acts like he was deft. He's so cruel and cold. And I can't believe that he forbids me to even go out of the palace for a little while. What bullshit is that?I'm not an animal that comes out whenever it has to! He treats me like a prisoner! I can't believe it!"Didn't I tell you that every rule you break there's a consequence?" he said darkly. I felt a mixture of anger and hatred for him, but I couldn't understand the pain I felt inside my chest."And what consequence? You'll punish Anna?!” I said angrily. He locked the door of his room and almost threw me on the bed. I looked at him with disgust."Anna is innocent! I ask her to take me out!” I said trying to change his mind. But he was so
Chapter 22R18Sometimes I thought I knew Damon but sometimes I still don't really understand him. Just like today. It was as if he was very angry at what had just happened. It seems that just now he almost cursed me because I left without his permission.But now I can feel the softness and care in every caress of his palm on me. Every bit of my skin tingled at his touch. Every kiss of his lips in each corner of my body made me pant so much more. I don't even remember why we were fighting earlier. All I know now is that I am laying down on the bed panting under him. I was almost out of breath as his kisses descended further on my belly.The heat and need I feel are getting stronger. So, when he reached my center, I couldn't stop moaning loudly. I tugged at his hair when I felt his tongue playing there. Every flick of his tongue made my body arch in pure bliss and ecstasy.My breathing became heavy as I gradually felt my climax. Because of that, his tongue delved and moved even faster.
Chapter 23"Luna are you okay?" Anna asked me while my jaw dropped as I looked at the paper that listed the things, I should do in the event we will do on Alpha Devon's death anniversary. I didn't think it could be so many!I had already prepared for this in the morning. Damon told me that Anna would give me my to-do lists. He said that Delta Robin will guide me in what will I do so I shouldn't worry."I didn't know it was so many, Anna!" I exclaimed while reading what I was going to do. I'm just reading this, but I feel dizzy. Is it really right that I presented to do this?No, Athena! There is no turning back!"Don't worry, Luna. Delta Robin will guide you throughout the process," Anna calmed me down. I took a deep breath and stared at Anna. I suddenly remembered something. While Delta Robin isn't here in the library yet, I'll ask Anna about it first to ease my mind."Anna...I have a question," I said. He stared at me. It was as if he was immediately interested in the question."Ask
Chapter 24I told myself that everything is okay. It's natural that he still loves that girl even now, especially since they got separated tragically, but why can't I stop being hurt? Why when I heard him say that name in his sleep, I couldn't stop my heart from aching?It's dark around here in our room but I still can't sleep tonight so I got up and went out to the balcony to get some air. Damon is already asleep so maybe it's okay.It seems like just a month ago all I wanted was to escape this place. To get out of this strange place and be with my Mommy is what I want, but now I feel that my requests are exceeding.My outlook on life has also changed. Do I even want to leave? Didn't I say to myself that I would just get Damon's trust and then run away with Mommy? What's happening now? Why do I feel like I don't want to leave, and I want to have Damon's heart?I don't know what's going on. Maybe I'm going crazy. I stared at the dark sky. The stars were hidden behind dark clouds, so t
Chapter 25Damon didn't sleep in our room that night. So, I didn't have a good sleep wondering where he was. I didn't want to ask Stone because I knew that my questions for him would lead to Damon.That's why the next day when Anna came to take care of what I was going to wear, my mind almost floated because I couldn’t sleep."Are you feeling bad, Luna?" she asked worriedly. I immediately shook my head. I may feel bad but it's not because of illness or anything! Damon didn't sleep in our room! Damn it!I remembered the conversation between the two of us in his office. Maybe he was angry with the way I treated him when we were in the office. But if he's angry, he'll surely chain me again, right?In the end, I got dressed in my clothes and left the room to eat breakfast. But Damon wasn't there either. I lost my appetite to eat. I do not know why. Maybe I've gotten too used to him eating with me so now I'm looking for his presence."Luna, the Alpha said you will have a scheduled meeting