MALAPIT ng lumubog ang araw ngunit hindi pa rin makapag pasya si Isla kung pupunta ba sya o hindi.
She keeps biting her nails because of nervousness while walking back and forth. She repeatedly inhaling deeply to calm herself but it's no used.
"Paano kung katulad lang sya ng iba?.." hindi nya maiwasang tanong sa sarili. Everyone has their own greed. She's afraid that someone might harm her again and this time wala na ang papa at lola nya upang iligtas sya. She's all alone and she can't bare to face an another nightmare.
Namumula na ang paligid ng kanyang mata at tungki ng kanyang ilong dahil nagsisimula na syang maiyak dahil sa matinding pagkalitong nararamdaman. She confuse and scared at the same time.
"Paano pag gusto nya rin akong saktan? Paano kung kasama pala sya nila mommy? No.. Hindi, hindi ayoko. Hindi pwede." tuluyan ng tumulo ang mga luhang nagbabadya sa kanyang mga mata. Puno ng takot ang mababanaag sa kanyang mukha. She's overthinking again.
But what if he's not like what you think. What if he's different. The other side of her head said.
Mabilis nyang iniiling ang ulo.
"No, parepareho lang silang lahat." she murmured.
"Pero paano na 'tong bahay ko?" mas lalong lumakas ang kanyang mga hikbi dahil wala na syang pagpipilian but to go and meet him. Natatakot man ay kailangan nyang sumugal.
Maraming senaryo ang naglalaro sa kanyang isip habang papunta sa talon. Ilang oras na syang huli sa oras na pinag usapan. Malalim na ang gabi at hindi nya alam kung naroon pa ba ito pero mas pinili nyang pumunta roon kahit wala ng kasiguraduhan, nagbabakasakali na meron pa syang maabutan kahit mukang malabo na.
Pagkarating nya sa talon ay wala na syang naabutan kung hindi ang madilim na paligid. Mapakla syang napangiti bago pinakawalan ang mga luha.
"N-nahuli na ko. Bakit kasi ang arte ko... Wala na tuloy akong naabutan. Natakot lang naman ako kaya hindi kaagad ako nakapunta.. Paano na ngayon to." sumalampak na lang sya ng upo sa lupa bago umiyak ng umiyak.
All her life, crying is all the thing that she can do to lessen the baggage on her chest. She don't know where to go. Natatakot sya na baka mahanap sya ng mga taong gusto syang saktan. Hindi nya alam kung saan isisiksik ang sarili upang hindi makita ng mga taong gusto syang saktan.
She can't let them get and hurt her. Not ever again. She need to hide.
"Even you're crying you're still beautiful."
Napatingin sya sa lalakeng nagsalita na ngayon ay nasa harapan nya.
"Nandito ka." a manly smile crept on his lips before he nodded.
"yeah, I'm still here and you're late.. and now... You're crying."
Iniwas niya ang tingin sa mata nitong matiim na nakatitig sa kanya ngayon. She suddenly felt conscious. She nervously bit her lips while bowing her head.
Inangat nya ang paningin nang naramdaman nya ang mainit na tingin nito sa kanya at hindi man lang itong nag-abalang magsalita.
LOKI is intently staring on his angel.
Oh gracious angel stop biting your lips. Shit.
He grunted on his head.
Nang magtagpo ang mata nila ay parang napigtas lahat ng pagtitimpi na meron sya.
He gently hold her face and touch her lower lips using his thumb.
"Let me do you a favor to bit this soft lips angel."
He saw the confusion written on her face because of what he said that makes him grin bago nya salakayin ng halik ang labi dalaga.
Such an innocent tease. He thought.
He felt how she stunned that he used to deepen their kisses.
He gently sucked her lower lips before he licked it like he wanted to soothed it. He heard the small moan were escaped on her lips that makes him thrown back into a reality.
Shit. I can't get enough but I need to fucking stop. He scolded to his mind. He force himself to stop even it is against to his will.
"I'm right, it taste sweet." he said lowly.
Nang titigan nito ang mukha ng dalaga ay kita nya ang mga nagbabadyang luha sa mga mata nito.
"damn." he cussed.
"I know the k-kiss but... B-but you're taking my breath away from me. You're planning to kill me." Niyakap nya ito ng mahigpit nang maramdaman nyang nagsimula na itong manginig na nagpakunot ng noo nya.
What the actual fuck is happening?! Did I scare her? Damn.
"Katulad ka lang din nila. Gusto mo lang din akong saktan! Gusto mo lang din akong patayin!" nagsimula na itong pumiglas sa pagkakayakap nya na lalong nagpagulo sa isipan nya.
"what the—"
Mabilis itong lumayo sa kanya ng mabitawan nya ito. Bakas ang matinding takot mula sa magandang pares ng mga mata nito.
"hey angel—"
"hindi.. hindi! Dyan ka lang!" sigaw nito na binalewala nya lang at muli itong hinugot para sa isang mahigpit na yakap.
Pilit itong nagpupumiglas upang makawala sa kanya ngunit hindi nya ito hinayaang makawala sa pagkakayakap nya. He hug her to make her know that she's safe on his arms, that no one can harm her from now on because he's already here and he won't let it.
"Hush Angel, I won't hurt you. I won't let them hurt you again. Hush now my sweet Angel." Naramdaman nya ang dahan-dahang pagkalma nito sa bisig nya hanggang maging pantay ang paghinga nito. Nang silipin nya ang maamong mukha nito ay tulog na ito. Napabuntong hininga na lamang sya bago pangkuin ito.
ISLA woke up in a strange room. Hindi sya pamilyar sa lugar. Nagsimula na syang makaramdam ng kaba dahil sa takot na baka nakuha na sya ng mga taong tinataguan nya. Then a memories of a man na humalik sa kanya sa may talon na halos kuhanin na lahat ng hangin sa kanyang katawan ang naalala nya. He might hurt me.
"Hindi. No! It can't be." natatarantang sigaw nya.
Naging mabilis ang paghinga nya at nagsimula na ring manikip ang kanyang dibdib. Her tears are starting to make it way to her face. Her panic attacked again. She tried to erase all her negative thoughts and convincing her self to calm down.
Nagsimulang manginig ang kanyang katawan nang makita nyang bumukas ang pinto.
"W-wag! Please.. Tigilan nyo na k-ko!" sigaw nya sa taong papasok habang naka siksik sa sulok ng kwarto.
A cruel memory of her childhood come back to her mind.
It was her birthday. Lahat masaya, of course except to her mother na simula pagkabata nya ay kinamumuhian sya. Well, she's a product of rape. She's just lucky that her father, the husband of her mother accept her and treat her like his own child. But her mother is another story. She hated her a lot dahil sya raw ang sumira sa buhay nito. Her Ninong Armani and Ninong Gregory is also there, her two favorite Ninongs. Sobrang saya nya dahil hinandaan sya ng tatay nya ng marami at marami ding regalong dala ang mga ninong nya.
Night came and his ninong Gregory decided to go home habang ang ninong Armani nya ay nakitulog sa bahay nila dahil sa sobrang kalasingan.
"Isla anak pumunta ka na sa kwarto mo at matulog susunod nalang si tatay dun." nakangiting utos sa kanya ng ama na sinuklian naman rin nya ng ngiti bago tumalima sa sinabi nito.
Dala ng sobrang pagod ay mabilis na tinangay ng antok si Isla. While she was asleep, naramdaman nyang may roong mainit na bagay ang humahaplos sa kanyang hita paangat sa maselang parte ng kanyang katawan na nagpadilat ng mata nya.
"Shh.. Wag kang maingay little doll may gagawin lang si ninong." Maagap na sabi nito nang akmang sisigaw sya. Nag simula ng manginig ang kanyang buong katawan kasabay ng pag tulo ng kanyang luha. Mababakasan rin ng matinding takot ang kanyang maamong mukha.
Her ninong started to kissed her cheek down to her neck habang ang mga kamay nito ay kung saan-saang parte ng katawan nya nagpupunta.
"Hmm.. You smelled sweet little doll." nakakakilabot na bulong nito
May maliliit na hikbi ang kumakawala sa kanyang labi dahil sa takot na naging dahilan upang tapunan sya nito ng masamang tingin.
"I said, don't make a noise." may diing turan nito. Namilog ang mga mata nya nang makita nyang mayroong kutsilyong nakatutok sa kanyang leegan.
"Wag kang gagawa ng kahit na anong ingay kung hindi papataying ko kayong lahat." mabilis at sunod-sunod ang ginawa nyang pag tango dahil sa takot para sa sarili at sa mga taong mahal nya sa buhay.
Tatay save me. She wanted to shout those words but she's afraid that her ninong Armani might stab her o baka totohanin nito ang banta nito sa kanya.
Gumuhit ang malisosyong ngisi mula dito bago muling pinaulanan ng halik ang kanyang leeg at ibinaba ang kanyang bistida.
"Tangina mo! Anong ginagawa mo sa anak ko!" malakas na sigaw ng ama nya at naramdaman nya na wala na ang taong nasa ibabaw nya.
Mabilis nyang inangat ang bistidang hindi nakaayos. Nakita nya kung paano mag agawan sa kutsilyo ang ama nya at ang lalakeng gusto syang pagsamantalahan.
Parang huminto ang pag-inog na mundo ni Isla ng biglang sumuka ng dugo ang ama. Bahagya pa itong ngumiti na parang sinasabi na 'magiging maayos din ang lahat'.
Nakita nya ang pagkataranta ng lalakeng may gawa sa ama. Mabilis itong tumakbo ng bahay nila at ang huling narinig nya nalang ay ang matinis na sigaw ng ina.
LOKI are laying on his bed while his sweet angel was on his top, sleeping like an innocent baby. "My innocent baby." he whispered. He clenched his jaw because he's fuming on what he witnessed. Hindi nya alam kung ano ang pinagdaanan ng dalaga pero sigurado syang isang bangungot ito para dito. The way she reacted when he opened the door. The way she flinched on his touch. The horror on her face is enough evidence that she really suffered from her past. Marahan nyang inihiga ang dalaga sa malambot na kama upang maging kumportable ito. Dinala nya ang dalaga sa tinutuluyan nang mawalan ito ng malay dahil sa sobrang takot. Sandali nya pang tinitigan ang maamong mukha nito na may bahid ng luha dahil sa pag iyak nito kanina lang. Magaan nyang pinunasan ang tumakas na luha sa mga matang nakapikit nito bago halikan ang kanyang noo. Nang aalis na sya sa pagkakahiga ay biglang humigpit ang kapit nito na tila natatakot na iwanan nya ito. Nakakunot ang mga
ISLA woke up from her nightmare. She can't forget those faces, the faces of those person who keeps hunting her even in her dreams. Her chest shouting for resentment towards them but avenging never crossed to her innocent mind. All she wanted to do is to escape and to have a peaceful life. Pero mukang suntok sa bwan ang hiling na meron sya. Gabi-gabi nyang hinahabol ng takot at konsensya na meron sya. She keep blaming herself for what happened to her father and abuela. Her heart is yearning for comfort but she can't found one.Inikot nya ang paningin nya sa kwartong kinalalagyan nya at sumagi sa isip nya ang lalakeng dahilan kung bakit sya narito. Suddenly, she felt secure knowing that she was in his place. She felt her presence is belong here. Her smile slowly subsides because of realization. Ang magandang pakiramdam ay napalitan ng pagkabahala ng maalala nya ang mga taong humahabol at naghahanap sa kanya. Hindi maaaring madamay ang iba sa magulo nyang buhay.She don't
IT'S been a long time since the last time that Loki holds a gun and he wouldn't mind if he will pull a trigger towards their useless brain.Nang makita nyang tumatakbo ang dalaga habang puno ng dugo ang damit na suot nito at malayang lumalabas mula sa tagiliran ng dalaga ang dugo ay nagblangko ang isip nya.The bullets of his gun struck to those fuckers heads and immediately catch his innocent angel. Sunod-sunod na mura ang ginawa nya. He's beyond furious right now. Walang kahirap-hirap na pinangko nya ng isang braso ang dalaga bago walang tigil na pinaputukan ng baril ang mga nakikita nyang sumusunod sa dalaga. He wants more. Gusto nya pang pumatay. They'll taste his wrath. Those fuckers successfully wake up his demon. He wanted to serve their fucking head on a silver plater. He wants more. He wanted to torment them for hurting his innocent angel.Para naman syang natauhan nang maramdaman nya ang kamao ng kapatid nya na tumama sa mukha nya."
IN the middle of Isla's sleep another nightmare visited her. How those rough hands caressing her skin. Those faces is repeatedly flashing in front of her. The horrifying laugh sent a shivered on her system keeps echoing on her ears. The tragedy that keeps her awake every night and like what she always do when she woke up in the middle of night. She cried, she cried her heart 'til the pain lessen a bit.She barely breathe because of the pain. She witnessed how his father died for saving her, that was the most painful night to her at hindi nya alam na mauulit ulit iyon. Her Lola Esmeralda died and its because of her again, someone died for saving her again. Someone she adored has been killed for protecting her. She shouted in agony. She can't take it. Hindi nya na kaya. She need to escape from the pain.Mabilis syang pumunta sa banyo. Seeing her face in the mirror make her wanting to ruin her face. Resentment and horror is visible in her eyes. Her brows are forming a thi
"WHY my angel can't sleep, hmm?" Namumungay ang mga matang tanong nang binata sa kanya dahil mukhang kanina pa sya nito pinapakiramdaman. Matiim ang tingin nito sa kabuuan ng mukha nya na parang kinakabisado nito ang lahat ng detalye sakanya. panakanaka itong nagnanakaw ng halik sa labi niya habang hindi namamalayan ni Isla na nagpipigil na pala sya ng hininga. "Breath angel." he whispered. Ngunit para naman syang walang narinig then the next thing she knew his lips is against her trying to give her an air. Parang natauhan naman sya ng maramdaman nya ang magaan na pagkagat ng binata sa kanyang ibabang labi. "Tell me angel, what's bothering you, hmm?" authority is evident to his soft voice demanding for an answer from her. Iniiwas nya naman ang kanyang paningin dito. "H-hindi ko alam. Ahh...Hmm." Hindi nya naman napigilan lumabas sa kanyang bibig ang maliit na ungol ng biglang kagatin ni
LOKI woke up because his phone is ringing sign that someone called him early in the morning. He go to his terrace to answer his call."Make sure this is a fucking important—""Yeah, yeah.. Good morning too asshole. Tsk. You better go back here nakuha ko na ang pinapahanap mo and aside from the fact that your company needs you. So, yeah.. Its important." Naiiling na ibinaba na rin nya ang tawag ng binabaan sya ng tawag ng kausap at hindi na sya pinagsalita pa. He don't know if he can considered his self as lucky or not for having those bunch of assholes.Hindi naman nya mapigilang ngumiti nang makita nya ang anghel nya na mapayapang natutulog sa kanyang kama. Walang ingay na lumakad sya papalapit dito at masuyong tinitigan ang mukha ng dalaga.Hindi maalis ang ngiti nya sa labi nang maalala kung anong nangyari sa pagitan nila ng dalaga kagabi.She gave her innocence in me. Fuck. I'm such a lucky bastard.Marahan nyang inalis ang n
ISLA'S mind is already awake but her body is still numb and weak. She can't even open her eyelids. She felt the warm hand covered her hand and gently squeeze it that makes her at ease. She know that the person in her side is talking but her mind seems can't digest even a word right now. Naramdaman nya ang magaang pagdampi ng mainit at malambot na bagay sa kanyang noo kasunod ay sa kanyang labi.Mabilis na nagpanic ang kalooban nya nang maramdaman nyang nawala ang mainit na pakiramdam na nasa kamay nya."I'll be back angel. Please wake up soon." she heard. A lone tears escaped to her eyes.Loki. She thought.Ilang oras na ang nakakalipas ng umalis si Loki sa tabi nya. Pinipilit nyang ibukas ang mga mata ngunit hindi nya magawa. Pinapakiramdaman nya ang paligid when she sense an unfamiliar presence in her room.Her body shivered when she felt that danger is near on her."I didn't know that Dr. Clark is hiding a goddess here." his words sent fe
HE lit up his cigarette while a dangerous grin is playing to his lips. Enjoying the beautiful view in his front. Habang ang katabi nya namang mga lalake ay napapailing nalang. Who said that having an angel in his side can make him an angel too. The beast is already tamed by an angel but it is still a beast. Niiling na nasabi ni Terrence sa isip habang nakatingin kay Loki na madilim ang mukha habang pinapanood ang isang gusaling nasusunog na pag mamay-ari ni Caleb Clark, nakakatandang kapatid ng kaibigan nilang si Genesis Clark na ngayon ay nakaupo habang nakapikit ang mata na tila wala itong pake sa nangyayari sa kapatid. Loki's do the work to burn his building and it is him giving a punishment. He give no remorse to those person who did wronged on him. "Stop staring at me Terrence baka isipin kong may pagnanasa ka sakin." napaismid naman si Terrence dahil sa pahayag ni Genesis na hanggang ngayon ay nakapikit pa rin. "Wala kang kwentang kapati