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88. Her Inner Conflict
ROBYN
Last night I wasn’t able to sleep... All I could think about was Damon’s words. They had rejected one another… goddess…
The flames of hope had leapt up in my chest, but I had squashed them. He had hurt me and then cast me aside. Sure, he was hurt by many, he lost a lot… but I was hurting too… I couldn’t hurt him more and myself too...
Why was the connection still there? I hated it, I hated how we just couldn’t fall out of love as easily as we fell into love.
I rolled over in bed, staring at the rising sun through the gap in my curtain. I would never open myself to anyone ever again, not until I met my mate... But before that, I needed to get over Damon to be able to even consider a mate. It isn’t easy to get over someone as handsome, gorgeous, and loving as him.
In the nicest way possible, I wonder why Raven would choose Liam over him… Damon was far more- stop it.
I pushe
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